“Thank you,” she replied sadly, “but I am afraid there is not much in
your power, dear Mr. Baldwin; you could not help me in the—the only
way,”—and then she stopped suddenly. Geoffrey had not caught her last
words clearly. Had he done so, ten to one, she might have been led on
to say more, and to yield to the impulse which came over her to take her
young guardian into her confidence, to trust him, at this time almost
her only friend, with the sad little story of her life. A good impulse
it was, a good and wise one. Ah, Marion, why did you not yield to it?
Why, m y heart’s darling, if not for your own, then for the sake of
honest, chivalrous Geoffrey? What might it not have saved him—him
and you, and yet another! If only the child had been a little more
conceited, a trifle more like other women, she would have seen the
dangers before her, the sharpness of the tools with which, in all
innocence, she was playing. What a strange thing it is that of the many
times in their lives in which conscientious people refrain from yielding
to an impulse, so large a proportion would, viewed in the light of after
events, have been wise and expedient! Whereas, if ever such persons do
act upon the moment’s inclination, they are almost sure hereafter to
repent it! It is everywhere the same—in trifles as in important matters,
nothing but the old rule of contrary; which rule, nevertheless, may some
day be seen to contain more things, by a great many, than are at present
dreamt of in our philosophy.
So unfortunately it came to pass that Geoffrey did not hear Marion’s
half-whispered words.
Satisfied, so far, with seeing her calm and gentle as usual, he bade her
good night and left her, promising to look in in the course of a day
or two, to see how she got on with “the old cat,” as he mentally
apostrophised her.
Marion succeeded in finding Martha, whom she was glad to discover much
more hospitably inclined than her mistress. So Evans was comfortably
entertained for the one night she spent at the Cross House, and I doubt
not spent a much more agreeable evening below stairs, than did Marion in
the drab drawing-room with her aunt. It really was terribly hard work.
Miss Tremlett evidently expected to be entertained, a state of mind
always liable to exert a peculiarly depressing influence on the second
member of a tête-à-tête, even when there are no saddening or dulling
thoughts and anxieties already at work on heart and brain. For the
life of her, Marion could not rouse herself to make small talk for the
tiresome old lady; nor could she bring herself to express the profound
interest evidently expected of her, in the painfully minute account of
all her aunt’s maladies, with which in the course of the evening she
was favoured. At last Miss Tremlett lost patience, and waxed very cross
indeed.
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