She felt very much ashamed of herself. This was, indeed, a sad beginning
of her Mallingford experiences. How foolish she had been to take fire at
the old lady’s sneers! She knew of old that there had been bitter feud
between her silly, pretty young mother and her father’s family, and it
was worse than foolish to rake up these old sores. Now, when the two
principals in the melancholy story of mistake and disappointment were
laid to rest, passed away into the silent land where to us, at least, it
is not given to judge them, how much better to let the whole fade gently
out of mind! Her aunt was old, and old age should be sacred. She had
no right to resent her crabbedness of temper, her self-absorption, her
ungenial asperity, and small snappishness.
A loveless life, with few exceptions, had been Miss Tremlett’s. “Heaven
only knows,” thought poor Marion, “if in similar circumstances my nature
would prove any more amiable! Certainly, I am not at present going the
way to make it so.”
And with a sore heart, sore, but gentle and humble, the orphan fell
asleep, in the strange, unloving home, which was the only shelter at
present open to her.
Morning, somehow, made things look brighter. For one thing, there was
the tantalising post-hour to watch for; Marion not having yet given up
hopes of “some day” bringing the long-looked-for explanation of
Ralph’s mysterious silence. The whole affair changed its aspect to her
constantly, according to the mood she was in. She had taken good care
that there should be no miscarriage of letters owing to her change of
residence, and so here at Mallingford, as in London, the arrival of the
letters became the great interest of her day. Truly, there was little
else to distract or occupy her! She determined, however, from this
first morning to profit by her disagreeable experience of the preceding
evening, and, at all costs, avoid any sort of word-warfare with her
aunt. Miss Tremlett, at the bottom of her heart, was not a little
disappointed when, on her making her appearance for the day, in the
drawing-room about noon, her niece, instead of receiving her with sulky
silence or indignant remonstrance, greeted her with a few gentle words
of apology for her want of self-control the previous night, and offers
of her ready services in any way the old lady might wish to make her
useful.
“Would you like me to read aloud sometimes, Aunt?” said she. “I think I
can do so pleasantly. Or is there any work I can do for you?”
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