“How very kind he is,” thought Marion. “I wonder—I wonder, if it could
possibly do any good for me to tell him all about it. But no,” she
decided, on thinking it over. She had done as much as seemed to her
right and fitting. More would be undignified and unmaidenly. And then
she was so utterly in the dark. What might not have occurred since she
left Altes? Ralph could not be dead; of that she was certain. He could
not have died without her knowing it. But a worse thing might have come
to pass. At this very moment, for all she knew to the contrary, he might
be already the husband of another woman.
“Though not in heart,” she said to herself. “He was not the man to love
twice. Not at least so quickly. And never while he lives will he love
another as he loved me. In this at least he is mine.”
Thus she felt in certain moods. There were others, however, in which her
faith was less undoubting, in which she almost questioned if she had
not exaggerated what he had said; whether after all it had not been with
Ralph a much less serious affair than, to her cost, it had been with
her? Then again she seemed drawn the other way. His was no slight or
shallow nature. Were his depth and earnestness to be doubted, in what
could she ever allow herself to believe? And so the poor child was
tossed and torn. Still, it came to pass, thanks to Geoffrey Baldwin,
that a little more brightness and enjoyment were at this time infused
into her daily life. The riding proved a success, and, as her young
guardian observed with self-congratulation, “really did bring some
colour to her cheeks.”
The Copley girls came up to Mr. Baldwin’s favourable account of them,
and did their best in the way of showing kindness to “that pretty,
pale Miss Vere, that Geoffrey Baldwin is so taken up about.” They
were hearty, healthy girls, and both engaged to be married to the most
satisfactory partis. Possibly this last had something to say to their
cordial reception of their old friend’s interesting ward.
The renewal of her acquaintance with the invalid Miss Temple, was
also in a different way a source of great pleasure to Marion. Trifling
incidents both—her introduction to the Copley girls, and her meeting
again with the kind Veronica—but they both influenced her indirectly in
the great decision of her life, towards which, though she knew it not,
the tide of affairs was rapidly drawing her.
CHAPTER VIII. AND RALPH?
“Learn by a mortal yearning to ascend Seeking a higher object.”
LAODAMIA.
“For love and beauty and delight
There is no death nor change; their might
Exceeds our organs, which endure
No light, being themselves obscure.”
THE SENSITIVE PLANT.
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