His first impulse had been to rise in the strength of his wrath
and indignation, to have done, for once in a way, with conventional
restrictions, and to hurl bitter, biting words at her, who in his inmost
heart he believed to be the author of all this. It was well he did not
do so. Florence was prepared for it, would have enjoyed it immensely,
and would certainly have remained mistress of the field. His heroics
would have been altogether out of place, as a very few minutes sufficed
to show him, and would but have exposed himself and another to ridicule
and derision. For what would Florence have answered? She had the words
all ready.
“My dear Ralph, what do you mean? My dearest aunt, has your son gone out
of his mind? How can I, of all people, be responsible for Mrs. Archer’s
having been called to India to nurse her husband, or to the movements of
the young lady visiting her? Truly, Sir Ralph, you must excuse me, but
just ask yourself—why should I be supposed to take so extraordinary an
interest in every young lady my aunt sees it to engage to teach your
nieces? And still more, what possible reason could I have for supposing
this particular young lady to be an object of interest to you? It is
not usual, to say the least, for the gentleman of the house, to have an
understanding with the governess?”
Which memorable speech however was never destined to be uttered.
Ralph thought better of it, and decided to nurse his wrath and keep his
own counsel.
There is a great deal of nonsense spoken and written about truth, and
truth tellers. The most exalted characters in a certain of class fiction
can never bring themselves without a tremendous fuss, either to utter
or act a falsehood, and if they ever attempt either, they are sure to
bungle it: spite of themselves “their ingenuous nature betrays itself,”
“their lips scorn to descend to the meanness,” &c. &c. It is not so in
real life. I know of no persons who, when they are put to it, can tell
a falsehood better, or act it more cleverly, than essentially truthful,
because truth-loving natures. The reason, I fancy, lies somewhere in
this direction. It takes some strength, some resolution, to do something
they thoroughly dislike, and so they, having “gone for it,” feeling
the necessity of the disagreeable action, do it to the best of their
ability, set their shoulder to the wheel and go through with it with
a will. This is how, to my experience, really thorough people tell
stories!
Ralph did his bit of falsity very neatly. All the same, alas, Florence
saw through it! He did not over-act it. He looked up with a sufficiently
concerned expression, saying to his mother:
“Dear me! I am sorry to hear Mrs. Archer has left. And Miss Freer too!
It must have been a sudden movement.”
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