Marion’s visits to Miss Temple, though by reason of her aunt’s
unreasonable prejudice, they had to be managed with extreme discretion
and not made too frequently, were at this time of great benefit to the
girl. The influence of the thoroughly sound and sweet Veronica softened
while it strengthened her; and did much to weaken, if not altogether
eradicate, a certain root of bitterness, which, not unnaturally,
began to show itself in her disposition. She was not given to bosom
friendships or confidantes. Though frank and ingenuous, she had, like
all strong natures, a great power of reserve. Even to Cissy Archer, the
most intimate friend she had ever had, she by no means, as we have seen,
thought it necessary to confide all her innermost feelings.
Through the circumstances of her life and education, her principle
acquaintances, not to say friends, had been of the opposite sex—and to
tell the truth she preferred that they should be such—though from no
unwomanliness in herself, from no shadow of approach to “fastness,” had
she come to like the society of men more than that of women. Rather I
think from the very opposite cause—her extreme, though veiled, timidity
and self-distrust; which instinctively turned to the larger and more
generous nature for encouragement and shelter. It never cost her a
moment’s shrinking or hesitation to preside at one of her father’s
“gentlemen” dinner parties, where the sight of her bright, interested
face and the sound of her sweet, eager voice, were a pleasant
refreshment to the brain-weary, overworked men who surrounded the table.
Yet in a ball-room, or worse still, in a laughing, chattering party of
fashionable girls, Marion, though to outward appearance perfectly at
ease—a little graver and quieter perhaps than her companions—at heart
was shy and self-conscious to a painful degree.
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