“Oh, don’t be vexed, with me,” she said; “I have not spoken of it for
ever so long. Don’t you remember? I am sure you do. It was about trying
to arrange for me to live somewhere else than with Aunt Tremlett. Could
I not go somewhere as a sort of boarder perhaps? I am sure I should not
be difficult to please if they were quiet, kind sort of people, and if I
could have a couple of rooms, and be more independent than I am now. The
worst of living at the Cross House is that I am never free, except when
my aunt is asleep. She is always sending for me or wanting me to do
something or other for her, and yet with it all I never can please her.
Have you no friends, Mr. Baldwin, who would be willing to let me live
with them as a sort of boarder? You see I am quiet and different from
other girls. I care very little for gaiety of any kind, and I feel so
much older than I am.”
Geoffrey rode on in perfect silence, his head turned away from Marion as
she made this rather long speech, all in the same tone, half of appeal
and half of deprecation. At last she grew surprised at his not replying,
and spoke again.
“Do answer me, Mr. Baldwin. If you are vexed with me, and think me
troublesome and unreasonable, please say so. Only I am so miserable at
the Cross House, and you are the only person I can ask to help me.”
The last words sounded broken and quivering, as if the poor little
speaker’s contemplation of her own desolate condition was too much for
her self-control.
Geoffrey turned round suddenly, his fair face flushed with the depth
of his emotion, his voice sounding hoarse and yet clear from very
earnestness. He laid his hand on the crutch of Marion’s saddle, and
leaned forward so as to face her almost as he spoke.
“Miserable you say you are at the Cross House?—then possibly you
will forgive me if hearing this compels me to lay before you the only
alternative I have to offer you. I had not meant to speak of this so
soon, but you have tried me too far. I cannot be silent when I hear you
speak of being miserable. Marion, there is one home open to you, whose
owner would gladly spend himself, his whole life and long, to make you
happy. I know I am not good enough for you. I know in every sense I am
unworthy of you. Only I love you so deeply, so truly; surely I could
make you happy. Oh, Marion! what can I say to convince you of my
earnestness? For God’s don’t answer hastily! Don’t you think you could
be happy as my wife—happier at least than you are?”
Till he left off speaking, Marion felt too utterly amazed and
surprised—stunned as it were—to attempt to interrupt him. But when his
voice ceased, she came to himself. In a sense at least. Not to her best
self by any means, for there was ungentle haste in the movement with
which she pushed away poor Geoffrey’s hand, and a tone of extreme
irritation, petulance almost, in her voice, as she replied to his little
expected proposition.
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