She could not help thinking a good deal about Geoffrey that evening as
she sat with her aunt, busy in repairing for that lady some fine old
lace, Miss Tremlett having discovered that the girl’s young eyes and
neat hands were skilful at such work. It was a very tiresome occupation,
and her head ached long before the task was completed. But she had
leisure to think while she worked, a luxury she had learnt to esteem
highly of late; for Miss Tremlett was engrossed this evening with a new
and most interesting three-volumer fresh from the circulating library
behind the post office. And while the elder lady was absorbed by the
loves and adventures of imaginary heroes and heroines, the younger one
was picturing to herself for the thousandth time the happiness
that might have been hers but for the mysterious obstacles that had
intervened; from time to time, too, thinking sadly of the new cloud
that had overshadowed her life, in the bitter disappointment she, on her
side, had been the means of inflicting on another. The reflection took
her a little out of herself. Her cry this evening was not merely as it
had been for long, “Poor Marion!” It contained also a more unselfish
refrain. “Poor Geoffrey!” she said to herself, “I cannot forgive myself
for having made him unhappy. As unhappy, perhaps, as Ralph’s strange,
cruel silence has made me.”
Some days passed without anything being seen or heard of Mr. Baldwin
at the Cross House. Marion began to wonder if really their pleasant
friendship was to be at an end, and to reproach herself not a little,
not for what she had done—concerning that she not the shadow of a
misgiving—but for the way in which she had done it.
These days Geoffrey spent at home in no very happy state of mind. He was
furious not with Marion!—but with himself for his own suicidal haste,
which truly, as Veronica had warned him, had “spoilt all.” He was more
thoroughly miserable than one could have believed possible for so sunny
a nature. He dared not even go with the burden of his woes and misdeeds
to his sympathising friend and adviser: for would she not truly be more
than human did she not turn upon him with the cry more exasperating to
bear than were to the “patient man” the many words of his three friends,
the reproach we are all so ready to utter, so unwilling to hear—“I told
you so.”
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