The mother’s instinct had divined the change that had passed over her
son; and now that she had come to know him better and love him more,
there were few things she would not have agreed to, to give him
pleasure. Often when he little suspected it, her heart ached for him,
when the outward signs of the secret sorrow that had so changed him,
came before her notice. The many grey hairs mingled with his black,
the new furrows round eyes and mouth, the general air of depression and
hopelessness, only too plainly visible even in one who had never been
other than quiet and grave. She would have given worlds to have obtained
his confidence; but she felt instinctively that she had neglected till
too late to seek what now she would have prized so highly.
It was with no little gratification therefore that she this morning
acceded to Sir Ralph’s request that she would spare him a little time to
talk over some matters of importance connected with his private affairs.
“But no bad news, I trust?” she said, as a new idea struck her. “You do
not look as if it were, but I do trust you are not going to tell me you
are thinking of leaving me?”
“Not for long certainly,” he replied cordially. “A week or two at most
will be the extent of my absence at present. No, my dear mother. What
I have to say to you is more likely to lead to my settling near you
permanently. A year or two ago I displeased you very much by not falling
in with certain matrimonial schemes of yours on my behalf. I want to
know if you have forgiven me?”
“Quite,” said Lady Severn. “I meant it for the best, Ralph, but I
now think you were wiser than I. It would not have been a desirable
arrangement. I am quite satisfied that Florence should not be more
nearly connected with us.”
“But I want more than that, mother,” pursued Ralph, “I want you to
do more than forgive me for not marrying to please you. I want your
cordial, entire consent to my you to give you marrying to please
myself.”
Lady Severn’s eyes filled with tears. A moment or two she hesitated;
then said slowly and distinctly, “You shall have it, Ralph. Whomever you
choose as your wife I shall cordially receive as my daughter. You
have suffered, my poor boy, long and deeply. I thank God if things are
looking brighter with you. Only—only one thing I must say, and if it
pains you, forgive me. I don’t care about money. We have plenty, and
whenever you marry, what John had shall be yours. His daughters are
provided for. I have not forgotten how well you behaved at that time,
Ralph, and as to herself personally, I feel no uneasiness about my
future daughter. But, Ralph, you have queer notions about some things.
Tell me, is she a lady? I would like the good old stock to be kept
up. As I have promised so I will do: whoever she be I will receive her
cordially. But it would be an immense relief to my mind to know that she
really was one of our own class.”
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