“Thought I was married—and to Florence Vyse! Whoever told you so? and
how could you have believed it? It must have been some absurd confusion
of the news of her marriage, which is to take place shortly, true
enough; but the bridegroom elect is Mr. Chepstow, not me. Oh, Marion,
you didn’t really believe it?”
“Yes, I did,” she replied, still in the same dead tone. “I did believe
it thoroughly, so thoroughly that it nearly killed me.”
“Ah, my darling!” he groaned, “then I am right. You have been very ill.
I feared it. But now it is all right. Now, if indeed my whole life’s
devotion can do so, I will make up to you for all the miserable past.
Why, why did you doubt me, my love, my darling? You knew at least if I
could not marry you, I should choose no other woman. But it is cruel to
reproach you—cruel and useless, for it is all right now.”
And again he made as if he would draw her to his arms. But she put out
her hands before her, as if in appeal.
“Stop!” she said; “stop, Ralph! You have not heard all yet. Remember it
is a year since that letter was written. Truly it is useless to reproach
me or anyone now, for—ah! how shall I tell him?—you have not heard all,
Ralph! It is not all right, but fearfully, unchangeably wrong. Ralph, I
am married!”
A sound as of a great, gasping sob of despair.
Then a voice she would not have known for him, said, “When?”
“Yesterday fortnight,” she replied, as if she were repeating a lesson
learnt by rote; “yesterday fortnight. I was counting how long it was as
I was sitting here before you came, and I remember I said to myself, ‘It
was yesterday fortnight,’ otherwise I could not remember now. This is
Thursday, and it was on a Wednesday. I am not Marion Vere now. His name
is Baldwin—Geoffrey Baldwin—and he is my husband, and I promised to love
him! Oh, God, forgive me! What is this thing that I have done? What is
this awful punishment that has come upon me?”
And she crouched lower down on the rough bench on which she was sitting,
and buried her face in her hands.
CHAPTER II. THE BITTERNESS OF DEATH.
“Could Love part thus? was it not
well to speak? To have spoken once?
It could not but be well.
* * * * * *
O then like those, who clench their nerves to rush
Upon their dissolution, we two rose,
There—closing like an individual life—
In one blind cry of passion and of pain,
Like bitter accusation ev’n to death,
Caught up the whole of love and utter’d it,
And bade adieu for ever.”
LOVE AND DUTY.
THERE was a terrible silence in the little arbour.
Outside, in the garden, the sun and the flowers, the birds and the
insects, went on with their song of rejoicing as before, but it reached
no longer the ears of the two human beings who but now had re-echoed it
in their hearts.
Was it hours or only minutes that it lasted —this silence as of death.
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