“Now, my boy,” said he, “run as fast as you can to the summer-house down
there and give this letter to the lady you’ll see there. If she is gone
bring it back to me. Be as quick as you can and I’ll have a shilling
ready for you when you come back.”
The child was soon back again.
“Was the lady still there?” asked Ralph.
“Yes, Sir,” said the little messenger, glowing with delight at the
thought of a day’s wages so easily earned. “Yes, Sir, the young lady
were there, and she said, ‘Thank you, and would I give this to the
gentleman,’ ” holding out a little turquoise ring, as he spoke. A
simple, common little ring enough. She had had it from childhood. He
had often seen it on her little finger. He seized it eagerly, and turned
away. Then recollecting himself, he gave the boy the promised reward,
thanked him quietly, and returned to the house.
At the door the post-chaise stood waiting, and in another minute he was
gone, thankful at last to feel free to think over, as he phrased it,
his part of the day’s tragedy. Think of it! Did he ever not think of it
during that weary day and night, and many a weary day and night to come?
Women say men do not know what it is to be broken-hearted! That little
turquoise ring might have told a different tale.
“I wonder,” thought Ralph as he drove along on his solitary hopeless
journey. “I wonder what she will think it right to do. She said her part
was the worse to bear. I fear it is. She is stronger and more unselfish
than most women, but, on the other hand, she is truthful and ingenuous.
Will she be strong enough for his sake to leave things as they are, to
let him think that at least she is giving him no less than she promised?
Or will it be impossible for her to live with him without to some extent
confiding in him, even though by so doing she wrecks, for the time
at least, his happiness, poor fellow, and what chance she has of any
herself? I see no distinct right or wrong in the case, but I wonder what
she will do. Oh, if I could have saved her this! Suffering for myself I
can bear. If only I could have borne it all, my burden would have seemed
lighter!”
He caught the express at Bexley and went on in it to London. For no
reason, with no object, save that he felt it would be a relief to him
to escape the unendurable cross-questioning which would certainly have
awaited him, had he returned straight to Friar’s Springs.
Late in the evening, as he travelled on through the twilight into the
intense darkness of a moon-less midsummer night, a strange feeling came
over him, bringing with it a faint, slight breath of consolation.
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