“Not a rood,” he replied, “nor anywhere else. The old place that
belonged to my grandfather, for I had a grandfather, though Miss
Tremlett would probably tell you I hadn’t, was over at the other side of
the country but neither my father nor I cared about it—it was ugly and
unproductive—and before he died my father advised me to accept the first
good offer I got for it. So I sold it last year very advantageously
indeed. The purchase money is still in the old bank. I should invest it
somehow I suppose, for it’s too large a sum to leave in a country bank.
But all I have is there, and I really don’t know what else to do with
it. I have always had a sort of idea I should buy another place. The
bank is as safe as can be of course—I am actually a sleeping partner in
it still. But I believe they don’t want to keep me. That new man they
took in lately has such heaps of money, they say, and he’s making all
sorts of changes.”
“Your father would not have liked that,” said Marion.
“No indeed,” replied Geoffrey. “Any sort of change, he always thought,
must be for the worse.” He was talking more naturally and heartily than
had been the case for some time, in the interest of the conversation,
appearing temporarily to forget the sad change that had come over
their relations. But suddenly he recollected himself. With an entire
alteration of manner he went on. “I am forgetting that these personal
matters can have no interest for you. I beg your pardon for troubling
you with them. Still perhaps,” he added thoughtfully, “it is as well for
you to understand these things, however uninteresting, they may be.”
Marion looked and felt hurt.
“Geoffrey,” she said reproachfully, “you go too far.”
He turned sharply and looked at her. But her face was bent over her
book, and she did not see the wistful entreaty in his gaze. He said
nothing aloud: but to himself he murmured. “Too far Ah, no! No more half
gifts for me, which in the end are worse than none. But she did not mean
it, poor child! Even now she understands me less than ever. As if her
kindness, her pity, were not far harder to bear than her scorn.”
The next day they returned Brentshire.
Geoffrey as thankful when it was over; and they had settled down into a
sort of commonplace routine, and to a great extent independence of
each other in their daily lives. It was grievously hard upon him—this
broken-spirited, heartless “coming home.” Harder to bear, I think, than
if his joyous anticipations had been cut short by death itself. For had
it been a dead bride he was thus bringing home, he would not have felt
so far, so utterly separated from her, in all that constitutes the real
bitterness of disunion, as he felt himself now from his living, unloving
wife—the pale, cold Marion, whose terrible words still rang in his
ears. “I did love him even then with all the love of my nature, and, oh,
Geoffrey, I love him now.”
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