Then followed a hearty welcome from kindly, cheery Lady Anne and the old
Squire. It was impossible to resist altogether the genial influence of
the whole family, the pleasant atmosphere of goodwill and cordiality
pervading the dwelling. Yet even with this, there was mingled for Marion
much bitterness.
“Why can’t I be happy and comfortable, like these kind, good people?”
she asked herself, as she stood by the bright fire in the pretty
morning-room, and, glancing round, took in all the details of the
pleasant, home-like scene. The old portraits on the walls, the bookcases
with their tempting contents, the furniture with a general air of warmth
and colour about it, though sobered down by time and use to the quiet
hue which in dull houses looks dingy, in cheerful ones comfortable.
The bits of work and newspapers lying about, the fresh, brightly-tinted
flowers on the table—the two pretty girls flitting about—all made an
attractive picture. Geoffrey seemed to enjoy the pleasant influence: he
lay back lazily in his chair, looking up laughingly in Georgie’s face
as she passed him, his gold-brown hair and contrasting charm-blue
“well-opened” eyes, contrasting charmingly with the little brunette’s
darker locks, and quick, sparkling glances. She was only a pretty girl,
little Georgie Copley, a merry, robin redbreast sort of a creature, who
by no imagination could be idealised into a beautiful or stately woman;
yet for one little moment Marion felt a passing pang of jealousy of the
happy child.
“Why didn’t he marry her?” she thought to herself; “she would have
suited him, and in their commonplace way they would have been happy. I
am too old for him, as well as too everything else.”
And with a slight shiver she turned round to the fire. She felt herself
like a skeleton at the feast, as her eyes caught the reflection of her
face in the mirror above the mantelpiece. Thin and pale and shadowy she
looked to herself, with large, unhappy-looking eyes, from which all the
lustre and richness seemed to have departed, closely bound round the
small, drooping head. “Showy,” in her best days, she never had been; nor
had she ever been inclined to do justice to her own personal charms.
“I am not ugly,” she had said to herself as a young girl, “but that is
about all there is to be said.” Now she would have hesitated to say even
as much.
Some one else was watching her just then, as she stood quiet and apart
by the fire. Someone who she little thought was thinking of her at all.
Some one who, as he chattered merrily to Georgie, was hardly conscious
of any other presence than that of the slight, drooping figure at the
other end of the room, whose bitter sneering words of the morning
were already forgiven, and, if not forgotten, remembered only to add
intensity to his yearning tenderness of pity, his deep, enduring,
ill-requited love.
Then came the announcement of luncheon, and a general move to the
well-covered table in the dining-room.
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