It had been on his lips to say something to her of his satisfaction that
she had undertaken the charge of his nieces; to give her even, should he
have an opportunity, a little advice about these children. But something
in her manner made it impossible for him to carry out his intention.
A certain unconscious taking-for-granted of perfect equality in their
positions. An utter absence of anything like the feeling of dependence
in her whole air and bearing. Nothing presuming, nothing affected. She
was evidently quite at her ease, and accustomed to feel so. Anything
more unlike the shrinking, modest young governess he had, from his
mother’s description, expected to meet, it was utterly impossible to
imagine. He could not make her out.
“Whoever she is she cannot have been brought up with the idea of
occupying a dependent position,” he said to himself, and then thought
no more about it; but gave himself up to the, to him, rare pleasure of
spending an hour with two agreeable women, one of whom was lively and
amusing, and the other something more than either. What he could, not
exactly say. Not beautiful, not brilliant, not fascinating. What then?
Something that suited and interested him, something original, unlike
what he had seen in other women; and so unconscious, so artless, so
thoroughly womanly. Over and over again he found himself asking, “Where
lay the charm?” Grey eyes, brown hair, sweet voice, sweeter smile, which
of you all has to answer for it? None, yet all. A something including
and surpassing all these, a something so subtle and indefinable, that
not in all the long roll of years since this old world began, has poet
breathed or minstrel sung, words, which, to those who have never felt
it for themselves, can in the least picture or describe this strange,
sweet, sad mystery.
Poor Ralph! It was only the beginning of the old, old story, after all,
little though he thought it, that pleasant afternoon, when he sat in
Mrs. Archer’s pretty drawing room, talking lightly and merrily even,
with these two. Of books and flowers and music; of all manner of things
under the sun, it little mattered what. Marion somehow had a knack of
understanding one’s words almost before they were uttered. She said
the right things in the right way. At least, when she felt she was with
those who, on their side, liked and understood her. How they all three
talked and laughed, agreed and argued!
Ralph, walking home, thought what a pleasant, refreshing afternoon be
had spent. After all he was glad to find he was not yet so old and
stiff but that he could now and then unbend a little. Of course, when in
company with younger and more brilliant men, he could not expect to be
so made of and entertained as he had been today. But for once in a way
it was a pleasant change. And then he fell to thinking how strange it
was that he should be so different from other men.
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