“No, my father is not a clergyman. He—;” but then she stopped and
hesitated.
“Ah,” thought Ralph, “there is something worse than poverty here. She is
not a girl to be ashamed of anything but real disgrace.”
And there was a deepened tenderness in his tone as he quickly tried
to set her at ease by instantly changing the subject. She felt it. How
grateful she was! How gladly at that moment would she have agreed to be
indeed Miss Freer, the poor little governess, able to answer his kindly
questions with perfect frankness, with no secret from this man, whom
already she was learning to trust more than any other on earth. A sudden
impulse seized her to tell the truth. But the words died on her lips as
she thought to herself what might be the results of her betraying her
secret. In all probability she, and not only she, but Cissy too, would
for ever forfeit his respect. What might he not think it right to do?
Possibly to write to her father, in which case all she had striven for,
would be lost, and Harry after all disgraced. Sir Ralph, at the best,
would feel obliged to tell all to Lady Severn, and would naturally be
indignant at the trick that had been played her. The story would get
wind, and would spread beyond Altes, for Marion’s father was too much of
a public character for his daughter to masquerade with impunity.
All this flashed through her mind in an instant, and arrested the words
on her lips. Ralph saw that she was nervous and uneasy, and blamed
himself for having turned her thoughts in an evidently painful
direction. He tried to gain her attention, to amuse her, but in vain. At
last he stopped and laid his hand gently on her arm. Marion started.
“Miss Freer,” said he, “I see I have spoilt your pleasure by my
inconsiderate talk. Most unintentionally, poor child, I have brought
back to your mind sorrows and anxieties which I would give more than I
can express to banish far from you, not for one short evening, but for
ever. I am so angry with myself that I can’t bear the reproach of your
sad face. Won’t you forgive me and look happy again. Believe me I am the
last man on earth to pry into another person’s private concerns. Unless,
indeed, I could do anything to help you?”
“You are very, very good and kind,” replied Marion; and I truly did not
mean to look reproachful. No, thank you, you can’t help me in any way.
After a while things will come right.”
“So you are patient as well as brave?” said he, with a smile.
“How do you know I am either?” asked she.
“Because,” he began, eagerly, but slackened a little as he went on,
evidently changing what he was going to have said, “because I have seen
you in peculiar circumstances which have called for both, and you have
not failed.”
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