'You will follow us in ten days, will you not?' she asked rather
anxiously. 'Remember that London never suits you; you are always better
at Rutherford, and it will be such a pity to lose your good
looks--Scotland has done wonders for you. Percival was only saying so
this morning.'
'I shall be sure to come as soon as I have settled this troublesome
piece of business,' he returned cheerfully. 'Take care of yourself, my
Lady Bountiful, and do not get into mischief during your Mentor's
absence.'
But when the hansom had driven off, Michael did an unusual thing. He
walked to a small oak-framed mirror that hung between the windows, and
regarded himself with earnest scrutiny. He was alone; the two boys had
started off in an omnibus to the National Gallery, and Michael had
promised to lunch with a friend in Lincoln's Inn.
'My good looks,' he soliloquised. 'I wonder if my health has really
improved? She was right. I felt a different man in Scotland. I have not
felt so well and strong since that Zulu slashed me--poor devil! I sent
him to limbo. It is true the doctors were not hopeless; in time and with
care, if I could only keep my nerves in order--that was what they said.
Oh, if I could only believe them--if I could only feel the power for
work--any sort of work--coming back to me, I would--I would----' He
stopped and broke off the thread of his thoughts abruptly. 'What a fool
I am! I will not let this temptation master me. If I were once to
entertain such a hope, to believe it possible, I should work myself into
a restless fever. Avaunt, Satanas! Sweet, subtle, most impossible of
impossibilities--a sane man cannot be deluded. Good God! why must some
men lead such empty lives?' For a moment the firm, resolute mouth
twitched under the reddish-brown moustache, then Michael rang the bell
and ordered a hansom.
It was late on a September evening when Audrey drove through Rutherford.
She leaned forward in the carriage a little eagerly as they passed the
Gray Cottage--surely Mollie would be at the window! But no! the windows
were blank; no girlish face was there to greet her, and with a slight
feeling of disappointment she drew back again. But nothing could long
spoil the joy of returning home.
'Oh, mother, does it not all look lovely?' she exclaimed, later on that
evening. She had been everywhere--to the stables, the poultry-yard, the
dairy, and lastly to Mrs. Draper's room. The twilight was creeping over
the gardens of Woodcote before Audrey had finished her rambles. She had
been down to the lake, she had sat on 'Michael's bench,' she had looked
at her favourite shrubs and flowers, and Dr. Ross smiled as he heard her
gaily singing along the terraces.
'Come in, you madcap!' he said good-humouredly. 'Do you know how heavy
the dews are? There, I told you so; your dress is quite damp.'
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