'How can I be well?' she said, with reproachful sweetness in her voice.
'I do not think I had three hours' sleep last night. Percival got quite
concerned about me at last. Oh, Audrey, you have made me so very
unhappy!' and her eyes filled with tears.
'My dear Gage, I would not willingly make you unhappy for worlds!'
'But, all the same, it has been such a shock--such a cruel
disappointment to us both! Percival was nearly as upset about it as I
was. If you could have seen him walking up and down the room last night!
"She must be mad to throw herself away in this fashion!"--he would say
nothing else for a long time.'
'I am quite aware of Percival's sentiments,' returned Audrey coldly.
Her manner alarmed Geraldine. 'But you have not quarrelled with him for
telling you the truth?' she asked with unmistakable anxiety. 'Oh,
Audrey, you do not know how fond Percival is of you! He is as proud of
you as though you were his own sister. He has always looked forward to
your marriage. He used to say none of the men he knew were half good
enough for you; that you ought to have someone who would be in every way
your superior, and to whom you could look up.'
'Yes, and it is such a blessing that I can look up to Cyril.'
'But he is so young; and though he is nice--yes, of course, he is very
nice and good-looking and clever--still one wants more in a husband.
Somehow I never realised these things until I was actually standing at
the altar with Percival and said those solemn words for myself: "For
better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health,
until death us do part." I felt then that if I had not been so sure of
Percival I would rather have died than have said those words.'
A faint shiver passed over Audrey as Geraldine spoke. She had never
heard her talk in this way before. 'Dear, dear Audrey,' she continued,
taking her sister's hand; 'can you wonder that I am anxious that you
should be as happy as I am, that it nearly breaks my heart to know that
you are taking this false step?'
A painful flush crossed Audrey's face. This was a worse ordeal than she
had expected. She had been prepared for reproaches, even for bitter
words; but this softness, this tearful and caressing gentleness, seemed
to deprive her of all strength, to cut away the ground from under her
feet. She was at once touched and grateful for her sister's forbearance.
'You are very good to me, Gage,' she said in a low voice; 'I know how
utterly I have disappointed you and Percival--and from a worldly point
of view I daresay you are both right. Cyril is poor, he has to work his
way up, he is not what people would call a good match; but then, you
know, I have always been terribly unpractical.'
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