'What is it?' he asked a little languidly, for the spell of her presence
was so strong that it threatened to subjugate him. He was never
willingly alone with her now. The fear was always upon him that, in some
weak moment, he might betray himself. The fear was an idle one--no man
was less likely than Michael to lose his self-control; but,
nevertheless, it was there.
'It is about Cyril,' she returned softly. 'Dr. Charrington has been so
nice to him to-night. He stood out once during the Lancers, and Dr.
Charrington came up to him, and they had quite a long talk together. He
said father had been speaking to him, and that he had quite made up his
mind that Cyril should be in the upper school next year, when Mr.
Hanbury left. It would be a better position, and he would be able to
have private pupils. And he as good as told him that he would do his
best to push him, for father's sake.'
'Blake must have been very pleased at this,' replied Michael; but he
spoke in a dull, monotonous way.
'Yes; he is quite excited. Don't you see,' she continued a little shyly,
'it will make all the difference to us if Dr. Charrington pushes Cyril;
for of course it will make it possible for him to marry.'
Then Michael felt as though he had accidentally touched a full-charged
battery. He waited until the numb, tingling sensation had left him
before he answered her.
'I did not know that you wished to shorten your engagement,' he said
very quietly; 'I understood that there would be no talk of settling for
the next two or three years; but, of course, if your father has no
objection----'
'How you talk, Michael!' returned Audrey, blushing with some annoyance
at this obvious misunderstanding of her meaning; 'it is Cyril who is in
a hurry: for myself, I should be perfectly content to go on as we are
for the next five years. Do you not remember my tirade on the pleasures
of freedom?'
'I think I do recall something of the kind.' Alas! had he ever forgotten
anything she had said to him?
'Well, I am afraid I am of the same opinion still; only I dare not let
Cyril know that: he would be so hurt. I suppose,' reflectively, 'men are
different from women; they do always seem in such a dreadful hurry about
everything. When Cyril complains that he feels unsettled, and that I get
between him and his work, I do not pretend to understand him. I am very
matter-of-fact, am I not, Michael?'
'I should not have said so.'
'Oh, but I am; and I am afraid Cyril thinks so. Well, as I have told you
my good news I will not detain you any longer.' And then Michael rose
with a feeling of relief.
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