'My child, I must forbid that hope. I cannot let you cheat yourself with
any such false supposition. My mind will know no change in this matter.'
'Then, in that case, I shall never marry Cyril. If you cannot give me
your blessing on my marriage, I will remain as I am--Audrey Ross. But,
father, I shall never give him up! Never--never!'
'If Cyril be the man I think him, he will give you up, Audrey; he will
be far too proud and honourable to hold you to your engagement.'
'That may be,' she answered a little wearily. 'I know the strong
pressure that will be put on him. You will have no difficulty with him;
he will do as you wish. My poor Cyril! how can he do otherwise? But all
the same, I shall be true to him as long as he and I live. I shall feel
that I belong to him.'
'But, my darling, do be sensible. When the engagement is broken off you
will be free, utterly free.'
But she shook her head.
'I shall never be free while Cyril lives. Father, you do not understand.
He may set me free to-morrow, but I shall still consider myself bound.
When he comes here, I shall tell him so, and I do not think he will
misunderstand me.'
Dr. Ross sighed. Here was an unexpected difficulty. She would obey him,
but she would regard herself as the victim of filial obedience. She
would not marry her lover without his consent, but she would have
nothing to say to any other man. She would consider herself fettered by
this hopeless betrothal. He had declined to accept the son of Matthew
O'Brien as his son-in-law; but would not his own death set her free to
fulfil her engagement? Dr. Ross groaned within himself as he thought of
this. If only he could bring her to reason; but at his first word of
pleading her eyes filled with tears.
'Father, I can bear no more; you have made me very unhappy. I have
promised not to marry without your consent; but no one on earth could
make me give him up.'
Then he looked at her very sorrowfully, and said no more. If she had
thrown herself into his arms he could almost have wept with her. Would
she ever know how his heart bled for her? But she only kissed him very
quietly.
'You are not angry with me, father?'
'Angry with you? Oh, Audrey, my child, how can you ask such a question?'
'That is well,' she returned calmly. 'There must never be anything
between us. I could not bear that.' Then her breast heaved a little, and
a large tear stole down her face. 'Will you tell mother and Michael what
I have said--that I will never give him up?'
And then she walked very slowly out of the room.
Half an hour later Michael came into the study. He did not speak; but
the Doctor shook his head as he came silently towards him.
'It is a bad business, Mike. That girl of mine will give us trouble. She
is as good as gold, but she will give us trouble.'
'She refuses to give him up?'
Michael sat down as he asked the question; his strength seemed to have
deserted him.
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