Meanwhile, Dr. Ross made a feint of reading his letters; but he found as
he laid them down that their contents were hopelessly involved. Was it
Rawlinson, for example, whom an anxious mother was confiding to his
care? 'He had the measles last holidays, and has been very delicate ever
since, and now this severe cold----' Nonsense! It was not Rawlinson, it
was Jackson minor, and he was all right and had eaten an excellent
breakfast; but he thought Major Sowerby's letter ought to be answered at
once. He never allowed parents to break his rules; it was such nonsense
sending for Charlie home, just because an uncle had come from India. He
must write and remonstrate; the boy must wait until the term was
over--it would only be a fortnight. And then he read the letter again
with growing displeasure, and found that Captain MacDonald was the name
of the erring parent.
'I will settle all that,' he remarked, as he plunged his pen rather
savagely into the inkstand; and then a tap at the door made him start,
and a huge blot was the result. Of course it was Cyril, who was standing
at the door looking at him.
'Are you disengaged, Dr. Ross?'
'Yes--yes. Come in, my dear fellow, and shut the door.'
And then Dr. Ross jumped up from his seat and grasped the young man's
hand; but his first thought was, What would Audrey say when she saw him?
Could one night have effected such a change? There was a wanness, a
heaviness of aspect, that made him look ten years older. Somehow Dr.
Ross found it necessary to take off his spectacles and wipe them before
he commenced the conversation.
'My poor boy, what am I to say to you?'
'Say nothing, sir; it would be far better. I have come----' Here Cyril
paused; the dryness of his lips seemed to impede his utterance. 'I have
come to know your wishes.'
'My wishes!' repeated Dr. Ross in a pained voice; and then he put his
hand on his shoulder: 'Cyril, do not misjudge me, do not think me hard
if you can help it, but I cannot give you my daughter.'
He had expected that Cyril would have wrenched himself free from his
detaining hand as he heard him, but to his surprise he remained
absolutely motionless.
'I know it, Dr. Ross. There was no need to tell me that--nothing would
induce me to marry her.'
Then the Doctor felt as though he could have embraced him.
'Why should you think so meanly of me,' went on Cyril in the same heavy,
monotonous voice, as though he were repeating some lesson that he had
carefully conned and got by heart, 'as to suppose that I should take
advantage of her promise and yours? If you will let me see her, I will
tell her so. Do you think I would drag her down to my level--mine?'
'You are acting nobly.'
'I am acting as necessity compels me,' returned Cyril with
uncontrollable bitterness. 'Do you think I would give her up, even at
your command, Dr. Ross, if I dared to keep her? But I dare not--I dare
not!'
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