'He will be very shocked, of course. Everyone will be shocked. Perhaps
both he and you will say it serves me right, because I would not take
your advice and have nothing to do with the Blakes. Gage, I want you to
do me one favour: tell Percival not to talk to me. Give him my love--say
anything you think best--only do not let him speak to me.'
'He shall not, dearest; I will not let him. But all the same, he will
grieve bitterly. He knows how bad it will be for you, and how people
will talk. I have been telling mother that you ought to go away until
things have blown over a little.'
Audrey was silent. This was not the sympathy her sore heart needed.
Geraldine's tact was at fault here; but the next moment Geraldine said,
with manifest effort:
'Cyril has behaved very well. Father seems very much impressed with his
behaviour; he says that he offered at once to release you from your
engagement.'
'Yes.'
'Percy will say he has acted like a gentleman; that is the highest
praise from him. Dear--dearest Audrey, you will not think that I am not
sorry for you both when I say that this is a great relief to me?'
'A relief to you that Cyril is free?'
'Yes, and that you are free too.'
'Ah, but I am not,' moving restlessly on her pillow. 'There you are
making a mistake, Gage. I thought father would have told you. I am still
engaged to Cyril; I shall always be engaged to him, although perhaps we
shall never be married.'
'But, Audrey----'
'Now, Gage, we are not going to argue about it, I hope; I am far, far
too tired, and my mind is made up, as I told father. I shall never give
my poor boy up--never, never!--as long as he is in the world and needs
me.' Then, as she saw the distress on her sister's face, she put her
hand again into hers. 'You won't love me less for being so wilful, Gage?
If anyone had asked you to give up Percival when you were engaged to
him, do you think you would have listened?'
'Is that not very different, darling?'
'No; not so very different. Perhaps I do not love Cyril quite in the
same way you loved Percival, our natures are so dissimilar; but, at
least, he is very dear to me.'
'Do you mean that you will break your heart because of this? Oh,
Audrey!' and Geraldine's face was very sad.
'No, dear; hearts are not so easily broken, and I do not think that mine
would be so weak and brittle. But the thought of his sorrow will always
be present with me, and, in some sense, I fear my life will be clouded.'
Then her sister caressed her again with tears.
'But it will not be as bad for me as for him; for I shall have you all
to comfort me, and I know how good you will all be. You will be ready to
share even your child with me, Gage, if you think that will console me.'
'Yes; and Percival will be good to you, too.'
'I am sure of that; only you must ask him not to speak to me. Now I am
very tired, and I must ask you to leave me. Go down to mother, dear
Gage.'
But it seemed as though Geraldine could hardly tear herself away.
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