'I will not pretend to misunderstand you,' returned Audrey simply; but
she felt as she spoke that her father had been right to dread this
interview. 'I know what you would insinuate--you would have me marry
Cyril without my parents' consent.'
'I would,' was Mrs. Blake's unabashed reply; 'and where would be the
harm, Audrey? You are of age; you have your own money. No one has a
right to prevent your marriage. Of course, your people would be angry at
first, but after a time they would relent. My darling girl, think of it:
would it not be a noble act of self-sacrifice? And it would save Cyril!'
'He would not wish to save himself at the risk of my happiness and peace
of mind,' she replied calmly. 'Dear Mrs. Blake, how strange that you
should not know your own son better than that! Cyril would never marry
me without my father's consent, neither would I marry him. Under such
circumstances we should both be wretched.'
'And you call that love?' returned Mrs. Blake with a sneer. 'I am
different from you, Audrey. I would have given up home, country,
everything, for the sake of the man I loved; that is why I hated Mat,
because I was bound to him, and the other man was free. It just maddened
me! What!' interrupting herself, 'are you going to leave me?'
'It is useless to stay,' returned Audrey, in a pained voice. 'If you
talk like this, it is far better for me to go.'
Then Mrs. Blake burst into passionate tears, and clasped her in her
arms.
'Going! when I have never thanked you for your goodness to my boy; when
I have never told you how dearly I have loved you for it! Audrey,
forgive me, and stay with me a little, and I will try not to talk so
wildly. It makes me feel better only to look at you--and you used to
love me a little.'
Then very reluctantly Audrey suffered herself to be persuaded, and to
remain for another half-hour.
CHAPTER XLIV
MOLLIE GOES INTO EXILE
'There are some natures that cannot unfold under pressure, or in
the presence of unregarding power. Hers was one. They require a
clear space round them, the removal of everything which may
overmaster them, and constant delicate attention.'--MARK
RUTHERFORD.
Audrey had no cause to regret her concession. Mrs. Blake quieted down
the moment she resumed her seat; and though the remainder of her
conversation concerned herself and Cyril, she did not venture again on
any dangerous allusion.
It was only when Audrey said that she must really go, as she had
promised her mother to be back by tea-time, that she made an attempt to
coax her into sending Cyril a message; but Audrey's strong sense of
honour made her proof against this temptation. She would send him no
message at all. Even if she thought it right to do so, how could she
rely on Mrs. Blake's veracity? how could she be sure that it might not
be delivered with annotations from her own fertile brain?
'But you will at least send him your love?' pleaded Mrs. Blake.
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