Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
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Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.
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Then she turned from him very abruptly, and almost before he knew
she had moved she had opened the door, and was standing outside
waiting for him. “Come!” she said impatiently. He followed her
immediately, for he had no choice but to do so; yet he was
disappointed. He was more deeply disappointed when he found that she
led the way with swift steps into the room where her aunt sat.
Arrived there, Fleta threw herself into a chair, took up a great
golden fan and began to fan herself, while she talked about the
gossip of the Court. The change was so sudden that for some moments
Hilary could not follow her. He stood bewildered, till the aunt
pushed a low chair towards him; and he felt then that the old lady
was not surprised at his manner, but only sorry for him. And then
suddenly the cynic re-asserted itself in his heart. A thought that
bit like flame suddenly started into life. Had the bewildered
emotion that had been, as he knew, visible on his face, been seen on
others before; was Fleta not only playing with him, but playing with
him as she had played with many another lover? The thought was more
hateful than any he had ever suffered from; it wounded his vanity,
which was more tender and delicate than his heart.
Fleta gave him no opportunity of anything but talk such as seemed in
her stately presence too trivial to be endured, and so at last he
rose and went his way. Fleta did not accompany him to the gate this
time. She left him to go alone, and he felt as if she had withdrawn
her favour in some degree; and yet perhaps that was foolish, he told
himself, for after all, both he and she had said too much to-day.
Fleta was betrothed. She had been betrothed at her christening.
Before long her marriage would take place; and then that crown seen
in the vision would be placed on her head. Had it needed the vision
to bring that fact to his mind, asked Hilary of himself? If so,
’twas time, he bitterly added, for Fleta was not a woman who was
likely to give up a crown for the sake of love! His heart rose
fiercely within him as he thought of all this. Why had she tempted
him to speak of love? For surely he never would have dared to so
address her had she not tempted him; so he thought.
If he could have seen Fleta now! As soon as he left the room she had
risen and slowly moved back to her laboratory. Entered there, she
drew away a curtain which concealed a large mirror let deep into the
wall. She did this resolutely, yet as if reluctantly. Immediately
her gaze became fixed on the glass. She saw Hilary’s figure within
it moving on his way towards the city. She read his thoughts and his
heart. At last she dropped the curtain with a heavy sigh, and let
her arms fall at her side with a gesture that seemed to mean
despair; certainly it meant deep dejection. And presently some great
tears dropped upon the floor at her feet
None, since Fleta was born, had seen her shed tears.
CHAPTER IV.
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