Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
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Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.
Various
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I had long been aware of this strange
figuration in my hand, and had often wondered what it presaged. But
now, as once more I looked at it, it came upon me with sudden
conviction that in some way I was destined to be delivered from
death at the last moment, and I thought that if this be so it would
be horrible should my uncle have been killed first. If _I_ were to
be saved I should certainly save him also, for my pardon would
involve the pardon of both, or my rescue the rescue of both.
Therefore it was important to provide for his safety until after my
fate was decided. The officer seemed to take this last request into
more serious consideration than the first. He said shortly: ‘I may
be able to manage that for you,’ and then at once rose and took up
the papers I had signed. ‘When are we to be shot?’ I asked him.
‘To-morrow morning,’ he replied, as promptly as before. Then he went
out, turning the key of the guard-room upon me.
. . . . . . . .
“The dawn of the next day broke darkly. It was a terribly stormy
day; great black lurid thunderclouds lay piled along the horizon,
and came up slowly and awfully against the wind. I looked upon them
with terror; they seemed so near the earth, and so like living,
watching things. They hung out of the sky, extending long ghostly
arms downwards, and their gloom and density seemed supernatural. The
soldiers took us out, our hands bound behind us, into a quadrangle
at the back of their barracks. The scene is sharply impressed on my
mind. A palisade of two sides of a square, made of wooden planks,
ran round the quadrangle. Behind this palisade, and pressed up close
against it was a mob of men and women—the people of the town—come to
see the execution. But their faces were sympathetic; an unmistakable
look of mingled grief and rage, not unmixed with desperation—for
they were a down-trodden folk—shone in the hundreds of eyes turned
towards us. I was the only woman among the condemned. My uncle was
there, and poor ‘Fou,’ looking bewildered, and one or two other
prisoners. On the third and fourth sides of the quadrangle was a
high wall, and in a certain place was a niche partly enclosing the
trunk of a tree, cut off at the top. An iron ring was driven into
the trunk midway, evidently for the purpose of securing condemned
persons for execution. I guessed it would be used for that now. In
the centre of the square piece of ground stood a file of soldiers,
armed with carbines, and an officer with a drawn sabre. The palisade
was guarded by a row of soldiers somewhat sparsely distributed,
certainly not more than a dozen in all. A Catholic priest in black
cassock walked beside me, and as we were conducted into the
enclosure, he turned to me and offered religious consolation. I
declined his ministrations, but asked him anxiously if he knew which
of us was to die first. ‘_You_,’ he replied; ‘the officer in charge
of you said you wished it, and he has been able to accede to your
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