Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
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Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.
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“Its presence is tormenting,” replied Sir Selwyn, “because I feel
that there is evil in it; it is malignant, and seems continually to
threaten me.”
“Is it here still, father?”
“No, since we have been speaking it has vanished. I shall see it no
more to-night; but it will return to-morrow, and in the end it will
kill me.”
“No, father, no,” said Gaston affectionately, but gravely. “Let me
entreat you not to give way. You see how this vision, whatever it
may be, vanishes when you begin to reason upon it. The mere fact of
our having discussed it together will enable you to combat it more
resolutely. Do this, and the same power will revive by which you
dispelled the vision when first it troubled you.”
Indeed, the closing words of Sir Selwyn’s confession,
notwithstanding the quiet assurance with which they were spoken, had
practically convinced his son that the case was one of
hallucination. They continued talking on the subject until, at the
baronet’s usual hour of retiring, they separated for the night, when
Gaston was so far satisfied that his arguments appeared at last to
have given his father a somewhat increased measure of
self-confidence.
At breakfast the next day, Sir Selwyn assured his son that he had
slept well, and both in speech and look he was more cheerful than
Gaston had seen him during a considerable period. It seemed, in
short, as though the effect of their conversation the previous night
had already begun to bear out the son’s prediction; nor, at the end
of a week, did this good effect appear to have been in any degree
dissipated. “I have not seen it once,” said Sir Selwyn, in answer to
a question from Gaston. Another week passed, and a third, and the
baronet declared that there had been no recurrence of the visions.
He became very reticent upon the subject, and it was evident that he
now shrank from any allusion to it. Gaston, on his side, was only
too willing to avoid its mention.
It was at this time that Sir Selwyn received a letter from an old
friend of his college days, now holding a high place in the Indian
Government, reminding him of a long-promised visit, and begging him
to fulfil his word without further delay.
A better invitation, thought Gaston, could not have arrived at a
more opportune moment. Their pleasant English home had become
charged for the baronet with associations which were wholly painful;
a new scene and fresher interests would assist to push to completion
the recovery which could not but be long delayed in his present
situation. Sir Selwyn himself was of the same mind, and decided at
once to accept his friend’s invitation.
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