Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘Perhaps. But whatever quarrel may have parted those two, your claim on
your father remained. You had not been hard or cruel; yet he abandoned
you—tacitly renounced all claim upon you when he left his father’s
house. I don’t want to blame him, Lucille; I don’t want to spoil that
idealised image which you carry in your heart; but surely it is not
for you to sacrifice a very real affection in the present for a vague
memory of the past.’
‘It is not vague. My memory of those days is as vivid as my memory of
yesterday—more vivid even. I have but to close my eyes—now, at this
very moment while you are talking to me—and I can see my father’s face;
it is not your voice I hear, but his.’
‘Infatuation, Lucille,’ exclaimed the surgeon sadly. ‘Had you known
your father a few years longer, you might have discovered that he was
utterly unworthy of your love—that fond confiding love of a child’s
guileless heart, prone to make for itself an idol.’
‘If I had found him unworthy, I do not believe my love would have
altered; I should only have been so much the more sorry for him.
Remember, I am used to hear him badly spoken of. My grandfather’s
bitterest words have never lessened my love for him.’
‘Granted that your love for him is indestructible, why should it stand
between you and me—if I am not quite indifferent to you? Answer me that
question first, Lucille; I am too much in earnest to be satisfied with
half knowledge. Do you care for me, ever so little?’
She looked round at him for the first time, smiling, yet with tearful
eyes—an expression that was half mournful, half arch.
‘Ever so little,’ she repeated. ‘I might own to that. It does not
commit me to much.’
‘More than a little, then? O, be frank, Lucille! I have shown you all
the weakness—or the strength—of _my_ heart.’
‘I love you very dearly,’ she said shyly.
She was clasped to his breast before the words were half spoken, the
kiss of betrothal pressed upon her trembling lips. She withdrew
herself hastily from that first fond embrace.
‘You have not heard half that I have to say, Mr. Davoren.’
‘I will never consent to be Mr. Davoren again.’
‘I will call you Lucius, then; only you must hear what I have to say.
I do love you, very truly,’ with a warning gesture that stopped any
farther demonstration on his part; ‘I do think you good and brave and
noble. I am very proud to know that you care for me. But I can bind
myself by no new tie until the mystery of my father’s fate has been
solved, until I am very sure that he will never claim my love and my
obedience.’
‘If I were to solve that mystery, Lucille—or at least attempt to solve
it,’ said Lucius thoughtfully.
‘Ah, if! But you would never think of that! You could not spare time
and thought for that; you have your profession.’
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