Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘It is not painful,’ answered Sivewright sharply; ‘no more painful than
if you spoke to me of any scoundrel in the next street whose face I
had never seen. Do you think that hearts are everlasting wear? There
was a time when to think of my false, ungrateful guilty son was like
the smart of a gun-shot wound. But that was years ago. All the tissues
of my body have been changed since he deserted me. Do you suppose that
regret and affection and shame, and the sense of kinship, do not wear
out as well as flesh and blood? Twelve years ago Homer Sivewright
lamented the only son who had disgraced him. I, the man who speaks to
you to-day,’ touching his breast with his lean hand, ‘have no son.’
‘A hard saying,’ replied Lucius compassionately, for there was more
real feeling in this man’s assumed coldness than in many a loud-spoken
and demonstrative grief; ‘yet I can but believe—unworthy as he may have
seemed to you—he still holds a corner in your heart.’
A cloud came over the keen eyes, the gray head drooped, but Homer
Sivewright made no admission of weakness.
‘Seemed unworthy,’ he repeated; ‘he _was_ unworthy.’
‘You have never told me his crime.’
The old man lifted his head, and looked at the speaker with those
penetrating eyes of his, for an instant resentfully, then with the
cynicism which was his second nature.
‘What, are you curious?’ he said. ‘Well, I suppose you have a right to
know something of the family you propose to honour with your alliance.
Know, then, that the father of your intended wife was a liar and a
thief.’
Lucius recoiled as if some outrageous insult had been offered to
himself.
‘I cannot believe—’ he began.
‘Wait till you have heard the story before you attempt to dispute the
facts. You know what my youth was—laborious, self-denying. I married
early, but my marriage was a disappointment. I made the somewhat
common error of taking a handsome face as a certificate of womanly
excellence. My wife was a Spanish American, with a face like an old
Italian picture. Unhappily, she had a temper which made her own life
a burden, and produced a corresponding effect upon the lives of other
people. She had an infinite capacity for discontent. She could he
spasmodically gay under the influence of what is called pleasure, but
happy never. Had I been monarch of the world, I doubt if I could have
ever gratified half her wishes, or charmed the sullen demon in her
breast. She rarely desired anything that was not unattainable. Judge,
then, how she endured the only kind of existence I could offer her.
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