Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘Strange!’ exclaimed Geoffrey lightly. ‘To me they afford an unfailing
source of satisfaction. I rarely order a dinner without thinking of
the days when my vital powers were sustained—“sustained” is hardly
the word, say rather “suspended”—by mouldy pemmican. I seldom open a
new box of cigars without remembering those doleful hours in which
I smoked dried grass, flavoured with the last scrapings of nicotine
from my meerschaum. It is the converse of what somebody says about a
sorrow’s crown of sorrow. The memory of past hardship sweetens the
comfort of the present. But I do shudder sometimes when I remember
awakening from _my_ delirium to find _you_ down with brain-fever, and
poor little Schanck sitting awestricken by your side, like a man who
had been holding converse with spirits. I don’t mean schnapps, but
something uncanny. Thank God, those Canadian emigrants found us out
soon afterwards, or He only knows how our story would have ended.’
‘Thank God!’ echoed Lucius solemnly. ‘I know nothing of my illness,
can remember nothing till I found myself strapped like a bundle upon a
horse’s back, riding through the snow.’
‘We moved you before you were quite right in your head,’ answered
Geoffrey apologetically. ‘The Canadians wouldn’t wait any longer. It
was our only chance of being put into the right track.’
‘You did a wise thing, Geoff. It was good for me to wake up far from
that wretched log-hut.’
‘Come now, after all, we had some very jolly times there,’ said
Geoffrey, with his habit of making the best of life; ‘sitting by the
blazing pine-logs jawing away like old boots. It was only when our
’baccy ran out that existence became a burden. I give you my honour
that sometimes when civilised life begins to hang heavy, I look back
to the days when we crossed the Rocky Mountains with a regretful sigh.
I almost envy that plucky little German sea-captain who left us at
Victoria, and went on to San Francisco to dig for gold.’
‘I verily believe, Geoff, you would have contrived to be cheerful
in the Black Hole at Calcutta, or on the middle passage. You have a
limitless reserve fund of animal spirits.’
‘There you’re wrong. I believed as much myself till the other day. But
I have lately discovered a latent faculty hitherto unsuspected even by
myself; the capacity for being miserable.’
‘You have sustained some family affliction,—or you have taken to
wearing tight boots?’
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