Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 1
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘I won’t believe it!’ he exclaimed passionately, feeling very much like
that spoiled child who will not forego his desire for the moon. ‘Give
me only a chance. Do not be so cruel as to refuse me your friendship:
let me see you sometimes, as you might if we had met in society.
Forgive me for my audacity in approaching you as I have done to-day.
Remember it was only by such a step I could cross the barrier that
divides us. I have waited so long for this opportunity: for pity’s sake
do not tell me that I have waited in vain.’
He stood bareheaded in the fading sunlight—young, handsome—his candid
face glowing with fervour and truth; a piteous appealing expression in
those eyes that had been wont to look out upon life with so gay and
hopeful a glance,—not a man to be lightly scorned, it would seem; not a
wooer whose loyal passion a wise woman would have spurned.
‘I can only repeat what I have already told you,’ Mrs. Bertram said
quietly, as unmoved by his appeal as if beneath her statuesque beauty
there had been nothing but marble; no pitiful impulsive woman’s heart
to be melted by his warmth, or touched by his self-abasement. ‘Nothing
could be more foolish or more useless than this fancy—’
‘Fancy!’ he repeated bitterly. ‘It is the one heartfelt passion of a
lifetime, and you call it fancy!’
‘Nothing could be more foolish,’ she went on, regardless of his
interruption. ‘I cannot accept your friendship in the present; I
cannot contemplate the possibility of returning your affection in the
future. My path in life lies clear and straight before me—very narrow,
very barren, perhaps—and it must be trodden in solitude, except for
that dear child. Forget your mistaken admiration for one who has done
nothing to invite it. Go back to the beaten way of life. What is that
Byron says, Byron who had drained the cup of all passions? Love makes
so little in a man’s existence. You are young, rich, unfettered, with
all the world before you, Mr. Hossack. Thank God for so many blessings,
and’—with a little laugh that had some touch of bitterness—‘do not cry
for the moon.’
She left him, with a grave inclination of the proud head, and went away
to look for her child—left him planted there, ashamed of himself and
his failure; loving her desperately, yet desperately angry with her;
ready, had there only been a loaded pistol within reach, to blow his
brains out on the spot.
CHAPTER VII.
‘SORROW HAS NEED OF FRIENDS.’
Geoffrey went to the concert at the Stillmington Assembly Rooms that
evening, his disappointment notwithstanding. Granted that he had
comported himself in a mean and cad-like fashion; granted that this
woman he loved was colder than granite, unapproachable as the rocky
spurs of Australian mountains, whose sheer height the foot of man
has never scaled; granted that his passion was of all follies the
maddest,—he loved her still. That one truth remained, unshaken and
abiding, fixed as the centre of this revolving globe. He loved her.
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