Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘That’s bitter,’ muttered Ferdinand. ‘Just as I saw my grip upon the
old man’s hoard. I had schemes enough in this busy brain to occupy
twenty years more. Dying! How did I come here? What happened to me? I
remember nothing, except that I got into my father’s house last night
to have a little peaceable conversation with him. Did I see him? I
can’t remember.’
‘Don’t rack your brain to remember. There is no time to think of
your life in detail. Repent, even at this last hour, and pray to an
all-merciful God to pardon a life that has been all sin.’
‘Let Him answer for the work of His hands,’ cried the sinner. ‘He gave
me the passions that ruled my life—the brain that plotted, the heart
that knew not compunction. If He has His chosen vessels for good and
evil, I suppose I have fulfilled the purpose of my creation.’
‘May God forgive your blasphemous thought! To all His creatures He
gives the right of choice between two roads. You, of your own election,
chose the evil path. It is not too late even now to cry to Him, “Lord,
have mercy upon me a sinner!”’
The dying man closed his eyes, and made no answer.
‘I don’t suppose I should have been a bad fellow,’ he said by and by,
‘if destiny had provided me with a handsome income, say ten thousand a
year. The tiger is a decent beast enough till he is hungry. I’ve had a
strange life—a chequered fabric—some sunshine; a good deal of shadow.
You never heard of me in the United States, I suppose, where I was best
known as Señor Ferdinando, the violin improvisatore? I was the rage
yonder in my time, I can tell you, and saw the dollars roll in like the
golden waters of Pactolus, and had pretty women going mad about me by
scores. Ferdinando—yes, I was a great man as Señor Ferdinando.’
He paused with a sigh, half regret, half satisfaction.
‘I had a run of luck at the tables at San Francisco, when I got the
better of that accursed bulletwound—your bullet, remember—and I didn’t
do badly at the diggings, though I gained more by a lucky partnership
with some hard-working fools than by actual work. Then came a turn in
the tide, and I landed in this used-up old country without a five-pound
note, and nothing to hope for but the chance of getting on the blind
side of my old father. But that was difficult.’
‘You contrived to rob him, however,’ said Lucius.
The dying eyes looked at him with the old keen gaze, as if taking the
measure of his knowledge. But Ferdinand Sivewright did not trouble
himself either to deny or admit the justice of this accusation.
‘In England things went badly with me always; though I have played the
gentleman here in my time,’ he muttered, and closed his eyes wearily.
Lucius moistened the dry lips with brandy from a bottle that stood by
the bedside.
The messenger returned to say that two ladies were below in the
waiting-room.
Lucius went down-stairs, leaving a nurse in charge of Ferdinand. He
found Janet and Lucille alike pale and anxious. Lucille was the first
to speak.
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