Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘No recollection!’ cried the girl, her eyes filling with tears. ‘Why, I
have cherished the memory of her face all my life; it was something too
sacred to speak of, even to you. She is the sweetest memory of those
happy days—a face that bent over my bed every morning when I awoke—a
face that watched me every night when I fell asleep; and I never
remember falling asleep except in her arms. It is all dim and dreamlike
now, but so sweet, so sweet!’
‘Is that anything like the face?’ asked Lucius, showing her the
miniature.
‘Yes, it is the very face!’ she cried, tearfully kissing it. ‘Where did
you get this portrait, Lucius?’
‘Your grandfather gave it me.’
‘Yes, I remember his showing me this miniature a long time ago. But of
late he has refused to let me see it.’
‘He may have feared to awaken sorrowful memories.’
‘As if they had ever slept. Will you give me this picture, Lucius?’
‘Not yet, dearest. I have a reason for wishing to retain it a little
while longer; but I fully recognise your right to possess it.’
‘It is a double miniature,’ said Lucille, turning it round. ‘Whose is
the other portrait?’
‘Have you no recollection of that face?’
‘No; I can recall no face but my mother’s—not even my nurse’s. I only
remember her tall white cap, and her big rough hands.’
‘You remember no gentleman in that home by the sea?’
‘Not distinctly. There was some one who was always taking mamma out
in a carriage, leaving me to cry for her. That gentleman must have
been my father, I suppose, yet my vague recollection of the face seems
different. I remember being told to kiss him one night, and refusing
because he always took mamma away from me.’
‘Were you happy?’
‘O yes, very happy, though I cried when mamma left me. My nurse was
kind. I remember long sunny days in the orchard on that hill, with the
bright blue sea before us, and a house with a thatched verandah, and
a parlour full of all kinds of pretty things—boxes and baskets and
picture-books—and mamma’s guitar. She used to sing every night to the
accompaniment of the guitar. We lived near the top of a high hill—very
high and steep—higher than any hills we have passed to-day.’
‘Is that all you can tell me, Lucille?’
‘I think so. The life seemed to melt away like a dream. I can’t
remember the end of it. If my mother died in that house on the hill,
I can remember no circumstance connected with her death—no illness,
no funeral. My last recollection of her is being clasped in her
arms—feeling her tears and kisses on my face. Then came a long, long
journey with my father. I was very tired, but he was kind to me, and
held me in his arms while I slept; and one morning I woke to find
myself in the gloomy-looking bedroom in Bond-street. I began to cry,
and Mrs. Wincher came to me; and soon after that some one told me that
my mother was dead. I think it was grandpapa.’
‘Poor child! poor lonely deserted child!’ said Lucius.
‘Not deserted, Lucius. My mother would never have abandoned me while
she lived.’
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