Lucy Larcom: Life, Letters, and DiaryAddison, Daniel Dulany
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Lucy Larcom: Life, Letters, and Diary
Addison, Daniel Dulany
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Larcom, Lucy, 1824-1893
There is heart-heaviness for souls astray, such as I have seldom felt,
weighing me down even now. There is one poor girl, half ruined, and
not knowing how to escape destruction, for whom there seems no outlet
but into the very jaws of death. None but a Divine Power can help her;
yet He may do it by making human helpers appear for her. How fearful
a thing it is to be placed where there are brands to be plucked from
burning.
And this is not the only one I know, for whom all human efforts _seem_
unavailing. Near and far away are those to whom my heart reaches out
with nameless fears, and hope unquenched and unquenchable, till the
lamp of life shall go out. God save us all from shipwreck of soul! for
these drifting lives but show us the possibilities of our own.
With poor little Prince Arthur, I can sometimes say heartily, “Would I
were out of prison, and kept sheep.”
One long summer all out of doors, what new life it would give me! Yet I
would not have this winter’s memory left out of my life for much. Some
new openings into true life, here and beyond, come with every season.
March 16. I have been trying to hold some plain converse with myself,
and I am more and more convinced that sincerity is not the thorough
spirit of my life, as I would have it. It is so easy to take one’s
fine theories, and the frequent expression of them, in the place of
the realities they stand for. I really fear that I have been trying to
impose these fine theories upon Him who knows my heart, in the place
of true love. I believe in self-forgetfulness, in constant thought for
others, in humility, in following the light of the unseen Presence
within the soul, but I do not live out these ideas, except in languid
and faltering efforts.
Now in this way, is not my life going to be a false one, false to man
and God? Discouraging indeed it is, to think much of self; and it is
well that we need not do it. There is life, there is truth to be had
for the asking. Only the Christ-life within can make me true before
heaven and earth and my own heart. Yet even here I feel myself so apt
to dwell upon the beautiful theory of a present Redeemer as to forget
that in the trifles of a daily intercourse with human beings, this life
is to be manifested, if at all. Thoroughly unselfish--shall I ever be
that?
I was glad to talk with my Bible scholars about the resurrection
to-day. It has come to be the most real of all revealed truths to me.
Our Lord is risen, and we have a Redeemer to stand by our souls in the
struggles of this human life. He is risen, and we shall arise from the
dead, and go home to Him, “and so be forever with the Lord.” He is
risen, and all His and our beloved are risen with Him; they are “alive
from the dead forevermore.” He is risen, and we rise with Him from the
death of sin, into the new life of holiness which he has brought into
the world. He said, “Because I live, ye shall live also.”
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