Clergy -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
Then he suddenly rebelled at his thoughts and he started up and began
to pace the room. Given her nothing! He had given her his heart's love.
All the love that he knew how to give. Next to his God was his love for
his wife; and he knew that in this sudden reaction of thought Rachel
would be one with him. Though poor compared to her love for him he had
given her his best. She knew she was all the world to him. Life without
her was unthinkable. He paused as he reached his writing table, looking
down absently at his Sunday sermon which he had already begun. The text
of it faced him.
"'These ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.'"
The words gave him a shock. They so exactly described him, and yet
he had been so unconscious of his delinquencies that he had actually
intended to preach to his people about theirs.
"'These ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.'" The
Word of God condemned him. He had forgotten that preaching and visiting
were not the only duties to be done for God, or the only work. Did not
St. Paul lay a special stress on the home life?
He realised now that though he loved his wife so devotedly, he had
been so engrossed in his own affairs that he had neglected her. He
suddenly paused in his walk. That was Rachel's voice. Evidently little
Pat was restless and his mother was singing him to sleep. Luke could
hardly bear the sound of her dear voice. It pierced his heart like an
arrow. He pictured just how she was looking, walking up and down in her
bedroom with the child in her arms. He had often heard her sing the
words that he now heard, but he remembered how even the sound of her
singing at times had disturbed him, and he had asked her to stop. But
this evening, he listened and wept.
"Away in a manger, no crib for a bed,
The little Lord Jesus laid down His sweet head,
The stars in the bright sky looked down where He lay,
The little Lord Jesus asleep in the hay."
"The cattle are lowing, the baby awakes,
But little Lord Jesus no crying He makes.
I love Thee Lord Jesus! look down from the sky,
And stay by my side until morning is nigh."
"Be near me Lord Jesus; I ask Thee to stay
Close by me for ever, and love me I pray.
Bless all the dear children in Thy tender care,
And fit us for Heaven to live with Thee there."
The voice grew softer and softer; then it ceased altogether and Luke
knew Pat was asleep.
He so dreaded to meet Rachel that he stayed up in his study till he
heard her footstep outside. When she opened the door she found him
sitting over the fire in an attitude of deep depression, and knew at
once that somehow he had learnt the news about her. Kneeling by his
side she laid her head on his breast.
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