In July, 1521, in a letter from the Wartburg to his friend
Melanchthon, while repudiating, in the somewhat bombastic fashion
of the Humanists, Melanchthon’s praise, he makes the following
confession: “Your good opinion of me shames and tortures me. For I
sit here [instead of working for God’s cause as you fondly imagine]
hardened in immobility, praying, unhappily, too little instead of
sighing over the Church of God; nay, I burn with the flames of
my untamed flesh; in short, I ought to be glowing in the spirit,
and instead I glow in the flesh, in lust, laziness, idleness and
drowsiness, and know not whether God has not turned away His face from
me because you have ceased to pray for me. You, who are more rich
in the gifts of God than I, are now holding my place. For a whole
week I have neither written, prayed nor studied, plagued partly by
temptations of the flesh, partly by the other trouble.” The other
trouble was the painful bodily ailment mentioned above, to which
he returns here in greater detail. “Pray for me,” he concludes this
letter--in which he seeks to confirm his friends in the course upon
which they had set out,--“pray, for in this solitude I am sinking
into sin.”[199] And in another letter, in December, we again have an
allusion to his besetting temptations: “I am healthy in body and am
well cared for, but I am also severely tried by sin and temptations.
Pray for me, and fare you well.”[200] He here speaks of sins _and_
temptations, but it may well be that under “sins” he here, as
elsewhere, comprehends concupiscence, which he, in accordance with his
teaching, looked upon as sin.
“Believe me,” he says in a letter of that time to Nicholas Gerbel of
Strasburg, “in the quiet of my hermitage I am exposed to the attacks
of a thousand devils. It is far easier to fight against men, who are
devils incarnate, than against the ‘spirits of wickedness dwelling in
high places’ (Eph. vi. 12). I fall frequently, but the right hand of
the Lord again raises me up.”[201]
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