“An American trading captain, led hither by an accident, has captivated
the boy’s imagination by stories of travel and adventure, and I have
consented to let Harry go with him. To remain here and live as I have
done was open to him; he could have succeeded me in this wild spot
without the bitterness of feeling the fall that led to it; but, in the
restless spirit of our race, he might some day or other have emerged,
and I dreaded to imagine what a semi-savage Luttrell would be; strong of
limb, vigorous, daring, and ignorant, with pride of blood and poverty
to stimulate him. What is there he might not have done in a fancied
retribution against a world that had crushed his race and ruined his
family--for such were the lessons he has been learning from his cradle.
the only teachings he has ever had!
“The hardships of life at sea will be better training than these. The
boy is very like me. I would sorrow over it, Vyner, if I did not count
on that resemblance for your love to him. In one respect, however, we
are not like. Harry _can_ forgive an injury. Who knows, however, what he
might become were he to grow up in daily contact with me; for I dreaded
to mark how each year seemed to develop the Luttrell more and more in
his nature. Now, pride of birth with prosperity may lead to intolerance
and oppression, but leash it with poverty and it will conduce to
violence, perhaps to crime.
“Before the mast he will see things differently. Night-watches and hard
junk are stern teachers. To rescue him from my influence, to save him
from me, I send him away, and leave myself childless. I can scarcely
expect that you will be able to follow me in these reasonings. How
could you, happy as you are in every accident of your life, blessed in
everything that gives value to existence? I feel I shall never see
him again; but I feel, too, just as confidently, that at some day or
other--distant it may be--you and he will meet and talk of me, speaking
in love and affection, forgiving much, pitying all.
“Say nothing of this guardianship to your wife, lest it should lead her
to speak of me; or, at all events, wait till I am gone. Talk of me then
they may, for there is no voice so eloquent to defend as the wind that
sighs through the long grass over our graves!
“I have made a will, not very formally, perhaps, but there is none
likely to contest it. What a grand immunity there is in beggary! and
Cane and Co. will, I apprehend, if called upon, vouch for me in that
character. There are several lawsuits which have dragged on their slow
course for two generations of us. I believe I myself continued the
contests rather as obligations of honour than aught else. Harry was
not trained with such principles, however, and I shall leave to your
discretion whether our claims be abandoned or maintained.
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