“Yes,” said Sir Within, “let us look a little to what Italians call _e
poi?_”
“When well brought up, and well educated, she might surely be a
governess,” said Lady Vyner, coming to her husband’s rescue.
“And was it worth while to withdraw her from the drudgery she knew, to
enter upon a slavery that she never heard of?” asked Georgina.
“To tell truth,” said Vyner, “I must confess I was thinking more of the
benefit to Ada, the advantage she would have in a joyous, high-spirited
creature of her own age, that might make her hours of Lessons more full
of emulation, and her play hours pleasanter.”
Sir Within bowed a courteous assent to a speech principally addressed to
himself.
“And,” continued Sir Gervais, bolder for this encouragement, “and, as
to forecasting what is to happen to any of us, even if we be alive,
some ten or twelve years hence, I really own I don’t think it is called.
for.”
“I’m not sure of that,” said Sir Within. “I have made up my mind to live
about five-and-thirty years more, and even speculated on the how I am to
live it.”
“Do let us hear your plan,” said Georgina, with a slight flush of
eagerness in her face.
“I have two,” said he; “and as there is not a little to be said for
each, I hesitate between them.”
“We cannot pretend to be of any use in counselling you, unfortunately,”
said Lady Vyner; “but if there be anything which what you slightingly
call ‘woman’s wit’ can add to your own reasonings, we offer it freely.”
“I am deeply, infinitely gratified; your kindness is most acceptable. My
first plan is one with whose details I am but too conversant. It is to
live an old bachelor!”
The ladies looked at each other, and then looked down. They did not
very well see what was to be said, and they said nothing, though, by his
silence, he seemed to expect a remark.
“Well,” said Vyner, trying to break the awkward pause, “you at least
know its resources, and what such a mode of life can offer.”
“A good deal,” resumed Sir Within. “A well-cultivated selfishness has
very great resources, if one has only sufficient means to indulge them.
You can, what is called, live well, consult the climate that suits you,
frequent the society you like, know the people that you care to know,
buy the picture, the horse, the statue that takes your fancy. You can do
anything, and be anything but one.” “And what is that?”
“Be happy--that is denied you! I am not, of course, speculating on
any supreme bliss. I leave all these divine notions to novelists and
play-writers; but I speak of that moderate share of daily contentment
which we in our mundane humility call happiness; this you cannot have.”
“But, if I mistake not, you have given all the ingredients of it in your
late description,” said Georgina.
“And the Chinese cook got all the ingredients to make a plum-pudding,
but he forgot to tie the bag that held them; so is it the old bachelor’s
life has no completeness; it wants what the French call ‘l’ensemble.’”
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