“This, perhaps, is another of my gifts,” said she, with a mocking laugh,
“and yet I was brought here to make you merry and light-hearted! Yes,
dear, I overheard Mr. Grenfell tell your papa that his plan was a
mistake, and that all ‘low-bred ones’--that was the name he gave
us--lost the little spirit they had when you fed them, and only grew
lazy.”
“Oh, Kate, for shame!”
“The shame is not mine; it was _he_ said it.”
“How sad you make me by saying these things.”
“Well, but we must own, Ada, he was right! I was--no, I won’t say
happier, but fifty times as merry and light-hearted before I came here;
and though gathering brushwood isn’t as picturesque as making a bouquet,
I am almost sure I sang over the one, and only sighed over the other.”
Ada turned away her head and wiped the tears from her cheeks.
“Isn’t it a hopeful thing to try and make people happy?”
“But papa surely wished, and he believed that you would be happy,” said
Ada, with something almost reproachful in her manner.
“All because he hadn’t read that little German fable of the Two
Fairies--the one who always did something and failed, and the other who
always promised and promised; watering the little plant of Hope, as he
calls it, and making believe that the fruit would be, one day, so sweet
and so luscious as no lips had ever tasted before. And it’s strange,
Ada,” added she, in a graver tone--“it’s strange, but when I was out
upon the mountains watching the goats, rambling all day alone in the
deep heather, how I used to think and think! O dear! what wonderful
things did I not think would one day come to pass--how rich I should be,
how great, and, best of all, how beautiful! How kings and great people
would flatter me, and make me grand presents; and how haughty I should
be to some, and how gracious to others--perhaps very humble people; and
how I’d amaze every one with all I knew, and they’d say, ‘Where did she
learn this? How did she ever come to know that?’”
“And would that be happiness, Kate?”
“Would it not?”
“Then why not have the same dreams now?”
“Because I cannot--because they won’t come--because life is too
full--because, as we eat before we are hungry, and lie down before
we are tired, one’s thoughts never go high enough to soar above the
pleasures that are around them. At least, I suppose that’s the reason;
but I don’t care whether it is or not; there’s the carriage--I hear it
coming. And now for such a jolly day in that glorious old garden, with
the fountains and the statues, and
All the fine things in rock-work and crockery,
That make of poor Katun a solemn old mockery.
Do you know the rest?”
“No, I don’t. I never heard it.”
“It goes on, a something about
Flowers, the first gardener ne’er had in his Eden,
And dells so secluded, they ne’er saw the sun,
And sweet summer-houses so pleasant to read in,
With bright little jets-d’eau of eau-de-Cologne.
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