Grenfell stole a look at the speaker, and, quick as the glance was, it
bespoke a mingled aversion and contempt. The men who have arrived at
middle age, either to form a poor opinion of their fellows, or to feign
it--it is hard exactly to say which--feel a sort of detestation for
younger men who entertain the same sentiments. Whether it be that
to have reached that cynicism has cost years of patient study and
endurance, and that they are indignant at the pretension that would
assume to have acquired the knowledge without the labour, or that,
and this more probable, they really do not fully trust their own
heartlessness--whatever the cause, I can answer for the effect; and
that cold, ungenial man now looked upon his younger companion with a
sense of little less than disgust.
“So that her death would not shock you?” said Grenfell, as he stirred
his tea, without looking up.
“I don’t exactly say that. She’s a fine girl, young, and very good
looking.”
“Beautiful.”
“Well, beautiful if you like, though I’ll show scores just as handsome
any day in Rotten Row. But the question is, Does she, or does she not,
stand between me and a fine estate? You yourself thought that opinion of
Palmer’s went against me.”
“No doubt of it. Palmer concurs with the Attorney-General; indeed, he
seems astonished that any other view was ever taken, as he says, ‘No
provision of a will can override the law.’”
“Which means, that the old cove may marry; and his heir, if he have one,
may inherit the property?”
“Just so.”
“And then, in the face of that, you ask me if her life is of such
consequence to me?”
“No; I asked if her death would shock you?” “I don’t well know what
you mean by being shocked! If there was a suspicion abroad that I
had poisoned her, to get her out of the way, then perhaps I might be
shocked.”
“Shocked at the imputation, not the consequences?” “I can’t split
hairs--I never could. If you want subtle distinctions and fine-drawn
differences, you must try elsewhere. What I want to say is simply this:
I have no ill will to the girl; I wish no harm to her; but I’d rather
she wasn’t _there_.” “By _there_, you mean, alive?”
“Well, if there was no other alternative--yes, I do mean that. I’m
certain old Wardle would never look out for another, and the great
probability is, he’d not trouble us much longer; and, as Tom Scott
says, by ‘nobbling’ one horse, you get rid of the whole stable. You look
greatly disgusted, are you horrified at my wickedness, Grenfell?”
“No,” said he, slowly. “I have met a fair number of young fellows like
you, and who fancied, that to know life they must begin at the lowest of
it; the great misfortune was, that they never emerged from it after.”
“That’s severe, I take it,” said Ladarelle, as he lighted a cigarette
and began to smoke.
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