“I am ashamed to send off all the selfish details that fill the
first part of this letter. In the presence of such a calamity as poor
Luttrell’s, _my_ sorrows are unworthy and contemptible; but who knows
when I could have the time or the temper to go over my dreary story
again? and so you shall have it as it is.
“I am not able to read over again what I have written, so that I am not
sure whether I have answered all your questions. You will, I am sure,
however, forgive me much at such a season; for, though I had screwed
up my courage to meet my own disasters, I had no reserve of pluck to
sustain me against this sad blow of Luttrell’s.
“Do not refuse me, George, this service; believe me, the poor fellow is
worthy of all the kindness you can show him. More than ever do I feel
the wrong that we have done him, since every misfortune of his life has
sprung from it.
“I must finish to catch the post. I enclose you a copy of the deposition
of the seaman made before the consul at Genoa, and an extract from the
log of _St. Genaro_, the despatch-boat. If you do go--indeed, in any
case--write to me at once, and believe me, meanwhile,
“Your faithful friend,
“Gervais Vyner.
“A hearty letter from Lord B. has just come. He says he has just heard
of my smash, and offers me my choice of something at home, or in the
Colonies. Time enough to think of this; for the present, we shall have
to live on about what my guardian allowed me at Christ-church. Address,
La Boschetta, Chiavari.”
With much attention, Grenfell read this letter to the end, and then
re-read it, pondering over certain parts as he went. He was certainly
grieved as much as he could well be for any misfortune not his own.
He liked Vyner as well as it was in his nature to like any one; not,
indeed, for his fine and generous qualities, his manliness, and his
rectitude--he liked him simply because Vyner had always stood by _him_.
Vyner had sustained him in a set, which, but for such backing, would not
have accepted him. Every real step he had made in life had been through
Vyner’s assistance; and he well knew that Vyner’s fall would extend its
influence to himself.
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