“No; I spoke of his fortune; his whole estate is gone.”
“That is sad, very sad,” sighed Luttrell; “but not the saddest! One may
be poor and hope; one may be sick, almost to the last, and hope; one may
be bereft of friends, and yet think that better days will come; but
to be childless--to be robbed of that which was to have treasured your
memory when you passed away, and think lovingly on you years after you
were dust--this is the great, the great affliction!” As he spoke, the
large tears rolled down his face, and his lank cheeks trembled. “None
will know this better than Vyner,” said he, after a pause.
“You do him no more than justice; he thought little of his own
misfortune in presence of yours.”
“It was like him.”
“May I read you his own words?”
“No; it is enough that I know his heart. Go back, and say I thank him.
It was thoughtful of him at such a time to remember me; few but
himself could have done it!” He paused for a few seconds, and then in a
stronger, fuller voice continued: “Tell him to send this sailor to me;
he may live here, if he will. At all events, he shall not want, wherever
he goes. Vyner will ask you how I bore this blow, Sir. I trust to you
to say the strict truth, that I bore it well. Is that not so?” Grenfell
bowed his head slightly. “Bore it,” continued Luttrell, “as a man may,
who now can defy Fortune, and say, ‘See, you have laid your heaviest
load on me, and I do not even stagger under it!’ Remember, Sir, that you
tell Vyner that. That I listened to the darkest news a man can hear, and
never so much as winced. There is no fever in that hand, Sir; touch it!”
“I had rather that you would not make this effort, Mr. Luttrell. I had
far rather tell my friend that your grief was taking the course that
nature meant for it.”
“Sir!” said Luttrell, haughtily, “it is not to-day that misfortune and
I have made acquaintance. Sorrow has sat at my hearth-stone--my one
companion--for many a year! I knew no other guest, and had any other
come, I would not have known how to receive him! Look around you and
say, is it to such a place as this a man comes if the world has gone
well with him?”
“It is not yet too late----”
“Yes, it is, Sir; far too late,” broke in Luttrell, impatiently. “I know
my own nature better than you ever knew it. Forgive me, if I am rude.
Misery has robbed me of all--even the manners of a gentleman. It would
be only a mockery to offer you such hospitality as I have here, but if,
before leaving, you would eat something----”
Grenfell made some hurried excuses; he had eaten on board the boat--he
was not hungry---and he was impatient to get back in time for the
morning mail.
“Of course, no one could wish to tarry here,” said Luttrell. “Tell Vyner
I will try and write to him, if not soon, when I can. Good-by, Sir! You
have been very kind to me, and I thank you.”
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