“So,” said she, smiling at her image, “it is the old story, ‘Qu’en dira
le Monde?’ The dear old man was very, very fond. He admired me very
much; I pleased him--I amused him--I made his life somewhat brighter
than he would have found it rambling amongst his Titians and Peruginos;
but, with all that, he couldn’t face the terrible question, What
will the world say? Ma foi, Mademoiselle Kate, the confession is not
flattering to you! Most people would call me very inexpert that I had
not made that grand old place my own before this. I had the field all
to myself--no rivalry, no interference--and certainly it was a great
opportunity. Perhaps I was too much occupied in enjoying my happiness;
perhaps I took no note of time; and, perhaps, if I ever thought at all,
I thought I could win the game whenever I liked, and now I awake to
discover that there is something that he fears more than he loves me;
and that the dear old dowager world, that shakes down reputations with a
nod and blasts pretensions with a stare, will declare a strict blockade
against the distinguished Sir Within Wardle and that girl--lucky if
they do not say, ‘that creature’--he married. Ought he not to have had
a spirit above this? Ought he not to have been able to say, ‘I am rich
enough to buy this bauble, and if the wearing it gives me pleasure, I
can forget your sarcasms? I like the life she can throw around me; which
of you all could give such colour to my existence?’ He might have said
this, but he did not. He heard me talk of a new home, and a new name,
and he would not offer me his own. He saw and felt bitterly, too, how my
position compromised me. I took care he should see it, but no thought of
separation crossed him, or, if it did, stronger than all was the dread
query, ‘Qu’en dira le Monde?’
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