She liked to sit on the steps and stare at it, dreaming and wondering.
Who had left it, when all the rest of the pines about it had been
cleared off? How did it feel, left alone among the alien oaks and with
white people living their curious lives about it? Did it mourn, in its
endless murmuring, for the Indians--the Indians of other days and not
the poor decadents who shambled up and down the road? For the Indians
and the pines were now unalterably associated in Lydia's mind. The
life of one depended on that of the other. Strange thoughts and
perhaps not altogether cheerful and wholesome thoughts for a girl of
Lydia's age.
So it was probably well that Margery about this time began to show
Lydia a certain Margery-esque type of attention. In her heart, in
spite of her mother's teachings, Margery had always shared her father's
admiration for Lydia. In her childhood it had been a grudging, jealous
admiration that seemed like actual dislike. But as Margery developed
as a social favorite and Lydia remained about the same quiet little
dowd, the jealousy of the banker's daughter gave way to liking.
Therefore several times a week, Margery appeared on her bicycle, her
embroidery bag dangling from the handle bars. The two girls would then
establish themselves on cushions by the water, and sew and chatter.
Lizzie, from the kitchen or from the bedroom where she was resting,
could catch the unceasing sound of voices, broken at regular intervals
by giggles.
"Lydia's reached the giggling age," she would say to herself. "Well,
thank the Lord she's got some one to giggle with, even if Margery is a
silly coot. There they go again! What are they laughing at?"
Hysterical shrieks from the lawn, with the two girls rolling helplessly
about on the cushions! Overhearing the conversation would not have
enlightened old Lizzie, for the girls' talk was mostly reminiscent of
the camp experiences or of their recollections of Kent's little
boyhood, of Charlie's prowess at school, or of Gustus' "sportiness" and
his fascinating deviltry. Lydia was enjoying the inalienable right of
every girl of fifteen to giggle, and talk about the boys, the two
seemingly having no causative relation, yet always existing together.
Lizzie had not realized how quiet and mature Lydia had been since
little Patience's death until now. She would mix some lemonade and
invite the girls into the house to drink it, just for the mere pleasure
of joining in the laughter. She never got the remotest inkling of why
the two would double up with joy when one or the other got the
hiccoughs in the midst of a sentence. But she would lean against the
sideboard and laugh with them, the tears running down her old cheeks.
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