Charlie caught her slender wrist in a firm grasp. "I'm a human being
fighting for justice--no--fighting for existence. That's who I am."
"Oh, I don't want to know about it!" cried Lydia. "I don't want to
think about it! I'm just a girl. I want to be happy just a little
while before I grow up. I've had too much unhappiness."
"Yes, you have had," agreed Charlie, grimly, "and that's why you will
think about it in spite of yourself. You understand how I feel because
you've suffered. When are you going to throw Levine down?"
Lydia's face whitened. "Never!" she said.
"What! When you know he's a murderer?"
"He never intended to kill your father. Anyhow, I can't help what he's
done. He's like my own father and brother and mother all in one to me."
The two young people sat looking into each other's eyes. Suddenly
Charlie threw Lydia's hand from him, and like Billy Norton, he strode
down the path and out of the gate without a word. Lydia was trembling
violently but she picked up her sewing and forced herself to finish the
rugs and spread them on the living-room floor. They looked very well,
she thought. Later on, they showed a vicious tendency to turn up, to
wrinkle and scuffle easily, threatening the life and limb of the heavy
treading Lizzie and of Amos a dozen times a day. But the evening after
Charlie's visit she was too distrait to notice the complaints of her
elders.
Levine did not appear at the cottage for several days. During that
time Lydia tried to put Charlie's story out of her mind. With
housework and swimming and giggling with Margery, she managed to do
this during the day, but at night she dreamed of it and woke, and spoke
to Adam.
When John did come out she avoided talking to him and he caught her
several times looking at him with a sad and puzzled expression. When
they started on their usual Sunday walk, Amos went back to the house
for his cane and Levine said, abruptly, "Out with it, young Lydia!"
"I promised I wouldn't," she said.
"Been hearing more stories about my wickedness?" asked John.
Lydia nodded, miserably.
"My dear," Levine said quietly, "this is a man's game. I'm playing a
rough-and-tumble, catch-as-catch-can fight. In it, the weak must fail
and maybe die. But out of it a great good will come to this community.
As long as the Indians are here to exploit, this community will be
demoralized. I'm using every means fair or foul to carry my purpose.
Can't you let it go at that?"
Lydia set her teeth. "Yes, I can and I will," she said, as her father
came up with his cane.
And though this was more easily said than done and the thought of
murdered chiefs and starved babies troubled her occasionally, she did
not really worry over it all as much as she might have were she not
entering her senior year in the High School.
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