"Why, my little girl, I thought you were perfectly happy this year.
And your clothes look nice to me." He smoothed Lydia's bright hair
with his work-scarred hand. "I tell you, I'll borrow some money, by
heck, and get you some clothes!"
Lydia raised a startled face. "No! No! I'd rather go in rags than
borrow money. We're almost out of debt now and we'll stay out. Don't
borrow, Daddy," her voice rising hysterically. "Don't borrow!" Adam
began to howl.
"All right, dearie, all right!" said Amos.
"I'm an old fool to have said anything," groaned Lizzie. "What does it
matter when she's the best scholar in her class and everybody, teachers
and boys and girls alike, loves her."
Lydia wiped her eyes and hugged her father, then Adam and then Lizzie.
"I've got John Levine, anyhow," she said.
"You certainly have, hand and foot," said Amos.
The matter was not mentioned again directly. But the little scene
rankled with Amos. A week or so later he said at supper, "Lydia, I'm
thinking seriously of moving."
"Moving! Where? Why?" exclaimed Lydia.
"Well, I can borrow enough money, I find, to add to the rent we're
paying, to rent the old stone house next to Miss Towne's. My idea is
to move there just till you finish college! Then we'll go out on a
farm. But it'll give you your chance, Lydia."
"Land!" murmured Lizzie.
Lydia hesitated. To move into the house next the Townes would be to
arrive, to enter the inner circle, to cease to be a dowd. But--she
looked about the familiar rooms.
"Daddy," she said, "would you really want to leave this cottage?"
"I'd just as soon," replied Amos. "Most places are alike to me since
your mother's death. I could stand doing without the garden, if I had
the farm to look forward to."
"How'd we pay the money back?" asked Lydia.
"After the Levine bill passes," said Amos, "I'll have a section of
pines."
Instantly Lydia's sleeping land hunger woke and with it the memory of
Charlie's tales. She sat in deep thought.
"Daddy," she said, finally, "we're not going to borrow, and we're not
going to move again. I don't see why people want to keep moving all
the time. I love this place, if it is only a cottage, and I'm going to
stay here. I wish we could buy it and hand it down in the family so's
it would be known forever as the Dudley place. Then nobody'd ever
forget our name. What's the use of trying to make a splurge with
borrowed money? We thought it was awful when the Barkers mortgaged
their house to buy an automobile."
"All right," said Amos, reluctantly. "But remember, you've had your
chance and don't feel abused about our poverty."
"I won't," replied Lydia, obediently.
And to her own surprise, she did feel less bitter about her meager,
home-made clothing. She had had a chance to improve it and had
resisted the temptation.
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