Coming home from her last recitation, one mild afternoon, she stopped
at the gate and looked up into the pine tree. Its scent carried her
back to the cloistered wood on the reservation and once more the desire
for the soil was on her. She leaned against the giant tree trunk and
looked out over the lake, steel blue and cold in the March sunshine.
And there with the lowing of the Norton herds and the hoarse call of
the crows mingling with the soft voice of the pine and the lapping of
the lake, she made her decision. For clearly as though the pine had
put it into words, something said to Lydia that it was not her business
to decide whether or not the Indians deserved to live. It was her
business to recognize that in their method of killing the Indians, the
whites had been utterly dishonorable. That her refusing to take a
stand could not exonerate them. History would not fail to record the
black fact against her race that, a free people, the boasted vanguard
of human liberty, Americans had first made a race dependent, then by
fraud and faithlessness, by cruelty and debauchery, were utterly
destroying it. And finally, that by closing her eyes to the facts,
because of her love for Levine, she was herself sharing the general
taint.
It was Lydia's first acknowledgment of her responsibility to America,
and it left her a little breathless and trembling. She turned back to
the road and made her way swiftly to the Norton place. She did not go
into the house, but down the lane where she could see Billy putting up
the bars after the cattle. He waited for her, leaning against the
rails.
"Billy," she said, panting, her cheeks bright and her yellow hair
blowing, "I'm against the Indian grafting."
Billy put out his hand, solemnly, and the two shook hands. For all
Billy was four years older than Lydia, they both were very, very young.
So young that they believed that they could fight single-handed the
whole world of intrigue and greed in which their little community was
set. So young that they trembled and were filled with awe at the vast
importance of their own dreams. And yet, futile as they may seem, it
is on young decisions such as these that the race creeps upward!
"What are you going to do, Billy?" asked Lydia.
"I'm going to get a government investigation started, somehow," he
replied. "It'll take time, but I'll get it."
Lydia looked at him admiringly, then she shivered a little. "I hate to
think of it, but I'll stand by you, Billy, whatever you do."
"I'm going into ex-Senator Alvord's law office this June. I'll bet
he'll help. He's so sore at Levine. It'll be lovely muckraking, Lyd!"
"I hate to think of it," she said unsteadily. "Lizzie is miserable,
to-day. Will you tell your mother, Billy, and ask her to come over to
see her this evening? I mustn't stop any longer now."
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