"Socks! Bushels of socks, mostly," answered Lydia with a chuckle that
ended in a groan. She looked at Billy whimsically and then as the
sureness of his understanding came to her again, she told him the story
of her little midnight sweatshop.
"Oh, dearest!" Billy burst forth with a groan when she had finished,
"how could you be such a little idiot! Oh, Lydia, Lydia, I can't tell
you how you wring my heart."
It seemed for a moment as if he must gather the slight little figure to
his heart, but he set his teeth.
"If that darned Prom. means as much as that to you--" he began, but
Lydia interrupted him.
"It doesn't any more, Billy. I've learned a lot of things since I've
been sick. I was a little idiot to work so hard for clothes! But I
don't think it was all clothes. I wanted to be like other girls. I
wanted to have the man that took me proud of my appearance."
She paused and Billy would have spoken, but Lydia began again.
"You see, I was never sick before, so I never realized that a sickness
is a serious thing in more ways than one. I mean you can't go down to
death's door and ever be quite the same afterward. I've been thinking
about myself a great deal. Billy, and I'm feeling pretty small. Isn't
it queer how hard it is to learn just the simplest things about living!
Seems as though I learn everything with my elbows."
The two young people sat in silence, Lydia watching the snowflakes
settle on the already overladen boughs of the pine. Billy watching the
sensitive lines in Lydia's face change with each passing thought.
"I've made up my mind," Lydia began again, "that I've been poor too
long, ever really to outgrow the effects of poverty. I suppose I'd
always worry about money, even if I were taken suddenly rich! Anyhow,
lots of nice people have liked me poor and I'm just not going to worry
about having lovely clothes, with soft colors and--and graceful lines,
any more. I'm going to take care of our lovely old mahogany furniture
and try to make the cottage an attractive place for people with brains.
After all, the real thinkers of the country were poor--Emerson and his
circle, how simply they lived! You see, Billy, if I clutter up my mind
with furniture and clothes, I won't have time to think."
Lizzie came in at this moment with a bowl of broth. "I'll hold it for
you, Lydia," said Billy. "Never mind pulling the little table up,
Lizzie, she's too weak to fuss with a table."
There was a remote twinkle in Lizzie's old eyes, but she gave the bowl
over to Billy, and tactfully withdrew to the kitchen, where she sat
down with her feet in the oven. "Drat Kent!" she said to herself.
Billy moved over to sit on the edge of the couch, and Lydia began to
sip the broth, spoonful by spoonful. "It's such fun to be weak and a
little helpless and have people waiting on you," she said. "It's the
first time it ever happened to me."
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