That night, after Kent had gone, Lydia stood long at the living-room
window which gave on the front gate. The pine, its boughs powdered
with snow, kept its lonely vigil over the cottage.
"Yes," whispered Lydia, finally, "your last friend has deserted you,
but I guess I'm keeping faith with Kent and Dad, anyhow."
Then she went to bed.
For a day or so Lydia avoided Billy Norton. But she was restless and
unhappy and found it difficult to keep her mind on her college work.
Finally, she timed her return from the dairy school, one afternoon, to
coincide with Billy's home-coming from his office and she overtook him
Just beyond the end of the street-car line. The sun was sinking and
the wind was rising.
"Billy!" called Lydia.
He turned and waited for her with a broad smile.
"Billy," she said without preliminaries, "I gave in!"
"_Lydia_!" he gasped.
"I couldn't stand their pleading. I gave in. I hate myself, but Dad
looks ten years younger!"
"You actually mean you're letting yourself get mixed up with the
Whiskey Trust and that pup of a Dave Marshall?"
Lydia plodded doggedly through the snow. "Of course, Kent's tending to
all that, I refuse to be told the details."
"Lydia!" cried Billy again and there was such a note of pain in his
voice that she turned her face to his with the same dogged look in her
eyes that had been expressed in her walk.
"Why," he said, "what am I going to do without you to look up to--to
live up to? You can't mean it!"
"But I do mean it. I fought and fought and I have for years till I'm
sick of it. Now, at least, there'll be no more poverty for Dad to
complain of."
"'Just for a handful of silver he left us,
Just for a ribband to wear in his coat,'"
quoted Billy bitterly. "Lydia, I can't believe it!"
"It's true," repeated Lydia. "I couldn't stand Kent and Dad both. And
partly I did it for John Levine's memory. I'm not trying to justify
myself Billy. I know that I'm doing something wrong, but I've
definitely made up my mind to sacrifice my own ease of conscience to
Dad's happiness."
"You can't do it! You aren't built that way," exclaimed Billy.
"But I _am_ doing it," reiterated Lydia.
"Look here," he cried, eagerly, "do you expect to keep my respect and
yet go on with this?"
Lydia did not reply for some time. They were nearing the cottage, and
she could see the pine, black against the afterglow, when she said,
"Well, I'm not keeping my own self-respect and yet, I'm glad I'm making
Dad and Kent happy."
"Kent! Wait till I see him!"
"You can't change Kent, if I couldn't," replied Lydia.
"I'll not try to change him," said Billy grimly. "I'll tell him what I
think of him, though."
They paused by the gate. Billy looked down at Lydia with a puzzled
frown.
"How about 'Ducit Amor Patriae' now, Lydia?" he asked.
"Oh, I don't know," she sighed. "Good night, Billy."
"Good-by, Lydia," said the young man heavily and he turned away,
leaving her standing at the gate.
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