Levine laughed, then said soberly, "All right, Lydia, I'd be glad to
see what you can do for your country. When you get that orphan asylum,
put over the door, 'Ducit Amor Patriae.'"
Lydia looked at him clearly. "You just wait and see."
She went soberly toward the kitchen for her apron, and Levine looked
after her with an expression at once wistful and gentle. Lydia looked
up "Ducit Amor Patriae" in a phrase book the next day. She liked the
sound of it.
By the middle of January, Levine was sufficiently recovered to leave.
The Saturday before he left occurred another conversation between him
and Lydia that cemented still further the quaint friendship of the two.
It snowed heavily all day. Lydia had put in the morning as usual
cleaning the house. This was a very methodical and thorough process
now, and when it was finished the cottage shone with cleanliness. In
the afternoon, she dug a path to the gate, played a game of tag in the
snow with Adam, then, rosy and tired, established herself in Amos' arm
chair with a book. Lizzie was taking a long nap. The dear old soul
had been exhausted by the nursing. Levine lay on the couch and finally
asked Lydia to read aloud to him. She was deep in "The Old Curiosity
Shop" and was glad to share it with her friend.
During the remainder of the afternoon John watched the snowflakes or
Lydia's sensitive little red face and listened to the immortal story.
Suddenly he was astonished to hear Lydia's voice tremble. She was
reading of little Nell's last sickness. "She was dead. Dear, patient,
noble Nell was dead. No sleep so beautiful and calm. She seemed a
creature fresh from the hand of God. Not one who had lived and
suffered death."
Lydia suddenly broke off, bowed her yellow head on the book and broke
into deep, long drawn sobs that were more like a woman's than a child's.
John rose as quickly as he could. "My dearest!" he exclaimed. "What's
the matter?" He pulled her from the arm chair, seated himself, then
drew her to his knees.
"I can't bear it!" sobbed Lydia. "I can't. Seems sometimes if I
couldn't have little Patience again I'd die! That's the way she looked
in her coffin, you remember? 'F-fresh from the hand of God--not one
who h-had lived and s-suffered death.' O my little, little sister!"
John took "The Old Curiosity Shop" from the trembling fingers and flung
it upon the couch. Then he gathered Lydia in his arms and hushed her
against his heart.
"Sweetheart! Sweetheart! Why, I didn't realize you still felt so!
Think how happy Patience must be up there with God and her mother! You
wouldn't wish her back!"
"If I believed that I could stand it--but there isn't any God!"
Levine gasped. "Lydia! Hush now! Stop crying and tell me about it."
He rocked slowly back and forth, patting her back and crooning to her
until the sobs stopped.
"There!" he said. "And what makes you think there's no God, dear?"
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