During the half hour that followed, Lydia did not speak again nor did
she hear any of the conversation. New voices were beginning to whisper
to her. Try as she would to hush them with her faith in her father and
John, they continued to query: How about the Indians? Whose is the
land? What do you yourself believe?
When Levine rose at nine to leave, she followed him to the door. "Adam
and I'll walk a way with you," she said, "while Dad puts his chickens
to bed."
"Fine!" exclaimed John. "My wheel is out of commission so I have to
walk to the trolley."
He glanced at Lydia a trifle curiously however. This was a new venture
on her part. It was a clear, cold, starlit night. Lydia trudged along
for a few moments in silence. Then Levine pulled her hand through his
arm.
"Out with it, young Lydia," he said.
"Do you suppose," she asked, "that God is something like ether--or like
electricity--in the air, everywhere, something that sort of holds us
together, you know?"
"Well," replied John, slowly, "I wouldn't want to believe that. I want
to find a God we can know and understand. A God that's tender and--and
human, by Jove."
Lydia looked up at him quickly in the starlight. "After what you said
about Indians to-night, you can't believe God could be tender and--and
let that happen!"
Levine returned her look and smiled. "You score there, honey. Lydia,
you're growing up. Your head's above my shoulder now."
The young girl nodded carelessly. "But I wanted to talk to you about
taking the reservation, not about me."
"I guess we'd better do that another time. I don't dare to have you
walk further with me. This is a lonesome road back for you. And
besides, I don't want you to scold me."
"Scold you!" Lydia paused in her astonishment. "Why, I love you as
much as I do anybody in the world. How could I scold you?"
Levine looked down into the shadowy, childish eyes. "Couldn't you?
Well, you're a dear, anyhow. Now scoot and I'll watch till you reach
the gate."
Lydia hesitated. She felt a change in John's manner and wondered if
she had hurt his feelings. "Kiss me good night, then," she said. "You
don't do it as regularly as you used to. If I don't watch you, you'll
be finding some one else to travel with you."
John turned the little face up and kissed her gently on the forehead,
but Lydia with rare demonstrativeness threw her arms about his neck and
kissed his lips with a full childish smack.
"There!" she said complacently. "Come on, Adam! Don't wait, Mr.
Levine. I'm safe with Adam."
But John Levine did wait, standing with his hand against his lips, his
head bowed, till he heard the gate click. Then he lifted his face to
the stars. "God," he whispered, "why do You make me forty-five instead
of twenty-five?"
CHAPTER IX
THE ELECTION
"Perhaps, after all, I have fulfilled my destiny in being a lute for
the wind. But then why the cones and the broken boughs?"--_The
Murmuring Pine_.
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