"Can you really bear it?" enquired her mother, seeming to shake off the
oppressive calmness with which she had been speaking before, and looking
attentively at her daughter, whose warm feelings were almost ready to
burst control.
"I will bear any thing," answered Mabel, walking to her, and kneeling
by her side, "any thing you can tell me."
"Then you shall hear me now, lest you have cause to curse your mother's
memory, if you heard it when I was gone from you. Your poor father put
by a thousand pounds, which I never told you of before. It would have
been but a poor pittance--yet it would have saved you from want; but
this is nearly all gone now, for my sister has been borrowing of me from
time to time, promising to be a mother to my children--I have lent her
six hundred of the thousand, and I have lost her promises to repay them
back. Should any thing happen to either of us, what will you do?"
"Trust to me, mother, dear. He who has supported me through far worse
trials will support me still."
"Reproach me now, Mabel," said Mrs. Lesly, sorrowfully, "but do not live
to curse me in the bitterness of your heart."
"No, my loved mother," said her daughter, looking up in her face with
unmistakeable cheerfulness, "think no more of this now. Amy shall not
suffer while health is left me, and power to use the education my dear
father gave me; and I am so happy to think nothing worse is to be
feared, even should any thing so strange occur as that aunt Villars
could not pay us. And do you think I could once forget that it was
because you were kind, unselfish and generous, that you lent the money."
Mrs. Lesly lent down and folded her child in her arms, saying, in a low
repentant voice--
"Not generous but weak, we should but injure ourselves, not those
dependent on us in order to serve others."
Yet she felt as if a weight had passed from her heart, and though she
was still apprehensive, she was no longer despairing.
CHAPTER X.
How brief is the time since her voice was the clearest,
Her laughter the loudest, amid the gay throng.
HEMANS.
Could the selfish but remember how much less they would feel their own
sorrows by sharing those of others, they would learn an easy way to
alleviate the unhappiness they are continually guarding against, by so
occupying themselves in thoughts of pity and kindness as to leave little
room in their own minds for fear or regret.
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