"I dared not seek you then; I dared not bring to you uncertain
repentance; and that it was not complete, I knew, because I could not
even then humble myself to ask your forgiveness. But directly I came
here, I found out one of my boyhood's friends, a good and simple-hearted
clergyman, and with him I have spent every Sunday since I first arrived
in Bath. The benefit I have received from him has been very great; and
all that was left of pride or revenge in my heart, you have long since
subdued by your gentleness and patience, and more than all, have I
admired, the frankness which enabled you to avoid the error of foolishly
seeming entirely to have forgotten me, while you preserved the most
delicate reserve on all occasions. Mabel, dear, dear Mabel," he said,
taking her trembling hand in both his, "you have entirely subdued me,
and, cost what it may, I will not forfeit the smallest chance of
regaining your confidence, for aught else the world has to offer."
"It is yours, dear Henry, without reserve," said Mabel, raising her
trusting eyes to his, "I give it back with all the unchanging love I
have ever felt for you, and for no other."
As Hargrave gazed down upon her, with pride and affection, there was a
moment's happy silence, and then she looked up again, more timidly,
while her lip slightly trembled.
"And can you say that you have loved no other?"
"I can indeed," he replied, while a half, well pleased smile, stole over
his countenance. "In all my wanderings, no other image but yours has
accompanied me, and much as I tried to banish it, it has been
unrivalled."
"I do not speak of your wanderings," said Mabel, half catching the
smile.
"Oh! I see, you mean your cousin. No: I honestly tell you, that I have
never been led, even by the many petty plots by which I have been
surrounded, to do anything which could place my conduct, with regard to
her, in a doubtful light. Had I done so, I should have grieved deeply;
and such a heartless act would have been a canker in my present
enjoyment. I do own, that when I saw you thought so, I did not undeceive
you, because I was anxious to see how you would act under an impression,
which so often brings out evil, if any exists; but if you knew how much
of our future happiness was at stake, you would forgive me for placing
it beyond a doubt, that you were the same self-devoted, noble girl, who
could refuse all that I had to offer, when her conscience called on her
to do so."
"But forgive me," persisted Mabel, "why did you stay here so long; did
not that look suspicious?"
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